CATCH ME. IM FALLIN FOR YOU.

2010-03-19T17:25:00.003+08:00

Under the influence of BING. i've changed to livejournal . http://lingaday.livejournal.com

Trying it out. Might just comeback to blogger once i get tired of livejournal. pardon for the crude language in the previous post. will try to sound nicer. TRY.

2009-12-15T20:59:00.004+08:00

NEW MOON <3
LOVED IT TTM . even though edward cullen was *whatever* and jacob black *nice body but still whatever* and bella swan *pretty !!* it was so much better than twilight ! HOPE THE DIRECTOR WILL DIRECT ECLIPSE AND BREAKING DAWN !

Morning went to tp school for CCA banners. If yuting hadn't reminded me, i would have gone to amk. and xue shi was so funny! she went up the bus thinking she'll be DAMN EARLY but took the wrong way and was DAMN LATE. HAHA ! and then i was so damn excited for YOKRLYN <3 yay love you to bits and if only i could do that when fahrenheit comes ! EEEEKS :D haha

Anyways, had our barkers outing today. Sad to say - failure. (mini outing) yes lets not say number of ppl turned up. its hurting. HAHA oh wells. At some point i was so devastated. But then, we shan't give up on barkers :D I'm sure we'll have a proper outing. 23 Dec who's going ? there's 60% then i'm not going to turn up. why - mum, christmas, sian. no offense. haha :D

TO MORE CRUDE POSTS. MY SISTER IS FUCKING ANNOYING ME. OMG I FEEL SO PISSED I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO TYPE IT DOWN. YUNKAI (you should understand sia) omg hate it. why is she even born ? annoying shit. ARGHHHH

okie calms down. anyways, new moon got me hyperventilated all over again !

P.S. i dunno why but we thought this was funny. Jacob black has TEN PACKS (thinks back to obs pitching of tents)

P.S.S CHIUPING'S VOICE IS DAMN LOUD ! hahahaha i keep laughing in the cinema :D and we're quite alike okkkk <3 and YIHUI'S DAMN KAWAIIII <3 JOEY still as short as ever. HAHA joking. *MELTS TOGETHER <33*

2009-12-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

IM BACK FROM MALAYSIA !

HEH it was quite fun luh. Not as bad as i thought it would be. Most probably cause of genting ! Sat so many exciting rides i never dared to sit before like corkscrew (roller coaster and you twist and twist) and space shot (you go all the way up and drop down instantly). OMG it was a blast can :D But didn't have time to shop. DANG IT. And i swear im going crazy. The first 2-3 days i kept dreaming about barkers. I WANT OUR OUTING ! HAHA just glad to be home with my handphone and computer ! HEE :D shan't post too much. NIGHTS <3

2009-12-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

OMG BEFORE I LEAVE, FAHRENHEIT'S 4TH ALBUM, 3 SONGS ARE OUT ! AND THEY ARE AWESOME ! HYPERVENTILATES *SQUEALS* THEY SOUND FANTABULOUSLY-AMAZINGLY-AWESOME ! *FAINTS*

2009-12-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

FELLOW PEOPLE. THERE WON'T BE ANY BLOG POST UNTIL 11DEC FRIDAY CAUSE I'LL BE IN MALAYSIA ! SEEYA ! DONT MISS ME <3

2009-12-05T10:08:00.001+08:00

MALAYSIA MALAYSIA MALAYSIA .

i hate it. i don't want to go at all

2009-12-04T13:23:00.002+08:00

You know it's so ironic that after what my piano teacher said, i cancelled my audition no matter how inspiring i thought it was. My piano teacher said to discover your own talent and do what you like in the future and he gave his own example of how he quit accountance cause he didn't like it and came out to teach piano.

But too bad in this modern society, you are not allowed to. Like how O Levels is the gold pot of your life and getting into university affects your future careers. And yet again, i've told another lie. I was so determined to go for the audition until my conscience told me "why not just cancel it ? You won't even get it. You don't get in for any one of them. Just cancel this one. Tell a lie either to your mum or to the person in charge." Yes, i chose to lie to the person in charge. Fever. can't go. I've told that to many auditions already. Am i really going to miss this chance ? Once again ,

yes.

2009-12-02T18:47:00.002+08:00

Went to send Ms Ng off yesterday. Haha was quite fun embarrassing her in front of so many people in the airport. Met HONGYEE at Kovan mrt and went to have Burger King at airport. It was so darn expensive. And Beatrice was her normal self, wearing unglam stuff like free shirt and FBTs to the airport. like WAO -_- And after having a heartfelt Goodbye, Ms ng realised it was the wrong entrance. Fantastic. and we said "BYE" like how many million times until she went in and disappear.

Then went to walk around with TAMMY BING XINYI ENQI & BEATRICE. hongyee went to get some stuff for her brother and we sat down and had our GIRLS CHAT. *shush girls, shut your lips* HEHHEH stuff cannot be revealed. then beat left and came hongyee. Stayed with Tammy until like 6 plus so her dad can come and she can leave for malaysia. DONT MISS US. Went home with hongyee and talked about so much stuff. Mostly telling her the story of WB (the disgusting-gross-fella) Had a great laugh until she realised she doesn't have the key to her house and neither does her brother and her dad is only going home at like 9 plus. poor you. Ate dinner at Punggol Plaza (its been so long since i went!) and took mrt back home.

Then today, BING ENQI & XINYI came my house. supposedly to do compre but we stopped at one and played cards all the way. like WAO for a few hours of bridge and taitee. Then camwhored and went down to the playground. Enqi was like damn stupid cause she laughed at like everything. we called her name and she had to laugh. AND DONT POST THE UNGLAM PICTURES UP FACEBOOK. *glares* We sat at the swimming pool and talked about kayaking and obs and camp HA. At least, life's more interesting when we're tgt if not i'll just be stuck in front of the computer whole day doing nothing.

And im supposed to spam CHIUPING with sms when she's at china and start insulting her cause there's no way she can reply ! MUAHAHAH. And mention her in my blog post so ANTICIPATE FOR YOU NAME TO APPEAR IN EVERY POST NOW ! *woots* :D

P.S. I DUN WANNA GO MALAYSIA ):

P.S.S. I WANT MY NEW MOON + OUTINGS.

2009-11-29T10:49:00.002+08:00

HEH went to watch the Kebun Baru chinese Orchestra mini concert at Victoria Concert Hall. omg no offense but it was DAMN BORING. we didn't want to disturb the audience by talking so we did a good deed by leaving early. HEHHEH. then went Burger king for dinner. yuting bought herself Mos Burger and spazz over nice wallets and files.

AGAIN, we had a weird dream. Can't really remember but i swear my dreams these days are weird to the max :/ i need more spice in life to blog about it !

GAGA - BAD ROMANCE

2009-11-27T21:58:00.004+08:00

OMG i was feeling random and went to look for some sweet quotes. IT REALLY MAKES YOU MELTTTTTTTTTT.

H-R-T? What would you add to these letters? EA or U? EA you get heart, U you get hurt. Now, what would you pick? Well, I would pick U because it’s better to get hurt than have a heart without U.d

I’m holding on to the thought that you’re not mine. I’m going to look you in the eye, smile and say, “You’re not mine.” Then I’ll walk away, turn around at the last moment and say, “But I wish you were.”

I count how many times you’ve crossed my mind in my entire life, I’d be lying if I say it was too many. Cause you only crossed my mind once. Why? Cause you never left it!

It’s a sweet thing for a guy to say, “I love you” even though he doesn’t mean it. However, the sweetest thing he can say is, “I don’t love you” when he is crying inside.

One night, the moon said to me, “If he makes you cry, why don’t you leave him?” I looked at the moon and said, “Moon, would you ever leave your sky?”

One day you’ll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I’ll say, “Of course, my life.” And you’ll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life.

Exchanged with joey these quotes before and like omg i'm going to die of all these quotes. If someone says it to me, i'll die of happiness ! AHHHH :D GETTING HIGH HERE ! YAYNESSSS

2009-11-27T11:05:00.002+08:00

Dreams are like so weird and unpredictable and somehow, i managed to remember my whole dream.

firstly, the people in my dream are CHARMAINE HONGYEE XUESHI ADRIAN WONG (disturbing. yeah)
It started with hongyee and i wanting to watch this NC16 movie. and then SOMEHOW, she bought the tickets first and i bought it later. and i didn't know that she bought the ticket, so i bought two of it. and then we had 3 tickets. and the timings were all different. the ticket i bought was at like 2.59pm (weird timing eh!) and the ticket hong bought was at 9.00pm. so thinking that we had alot of time, we decided to go back to school. IN A SCHOOL BUS (weird ttm) and then SOMEHOW, hongyee became charmaine. and then we met awong in school and he asked us to help out with something. and we said we had something on. and he somehow found out that we were going to watch movie and got pissed :/ and then we decided to stay and help out of guilt and bloody missed our 2.59pm NC16 show. then the next one was at 9.00pm so i went to help out with some CO stuff. and then everyone was so pissed and angry cause farewell was not going as planned. and then xueshi and i got into a fight where we just kept rolling eyes at each other and like talking in some really bitchy way and i kind of apologized to her. and when my CO is finally settled, charmaine appeared AGAIN out of nowhere and we rushed to watch our movie. but since, we had only one ticket, we tried to sneak in with my 2.59pm show ticket and we managed to get in ! but there was not enough seats for us both so we sat on the floor and watched the movie.

AND I WOKE UP. It was such a weird dream !
CONCLUSION : YOU HAVE FEVER, YOU GET WEIRD DREAMS.

2009-11-26T13:29:00.002+08:00

OMG SPORTS DAY + MOVING CEREMONY

cheer was like screwed. BUT it wasn't our fault. It's the PA system which screwed up so we didn't get to show our awesome front part. We were super synchronized and stuff during the rehearsal ok. annoying. well all the houses kind of screwed up. we weren't as good as rehearsals but we were all still awesome !
and then came the moving ceremony. I mean we're not going to come back to this school ever ! and when we board the bus, i realised i left my whole damn pouch in the cheer room ! like OMG. and it freaking consists of my HANDPHONE IPOD NRIC EZLINK MONEY ! A MILLION THANKS TO RACHEL WONG ! LOVE YOU TTM. she found my pouch ! :D and yeah lah NERISSA who helped me call rachel to ask ! YAY.
after that went to eat pizza hut with HONGYEE BEATRICE TAMMY SINBING ENQI XINYI MAG. stayed there for like around 2 hours before we wanna leave and then went TAMMXZXZX house ! CAMWHORED at her playground and went to play mahjong and bridge. and then came my FLU. awesome. Then sent xinyi back home and beat and i went to hongyee's house to have dinner ! HAHA her dad was like so scary. we didn't dare to leave the dining table ok ): OMG and we laughed like shit cause hong took out her rubber bands and looked like some african maid. YAY WEDNESDAY WAS LIKE SO FUNNNN ! :D but tiring. went home, scrubbed my scalp until like OMG it hurts and went to bed immediately. was damn tired and had very bad flu.

FLU FLU FLY AWAY.

2009-11-23T19:31:00.001+08:00

I dun get how the mind of parents work.
I didn't even get scolded today for like leaving the house.
I mean maybe my mum thinks that i left for only 1-2 hours.
But i was expecting her to be ignoring me.
Instead, she was like talking so nicely to me.
like WTH. then i suddenly thought of Mel's mum and freaked.
In the end, yeah i didn't get scolded or anything.
But i didn't dare to reject her lunch offer tomorrow.
WHAT TO DO.
ZOMG WEIRD TO THE MAX.

2009-11-21T18:20:00.000+08:00

MOSQUITOES.
H A T E T H E M T O T H E C O R E .

2009-11-20T17:12:00.003+08:00

IM BACK FROM OBS ! I SURVIVED OBS !!!

OMG even i cant believe it myself. This is going to be a LONGGGG post so brace yourself ! HAHA
anyways, just to start off, our watch name is BARKER (screams) and our fellow BARKER-MATES

TONGG
JOEY
NERR
YIHUI
CHIU PING
YILI
VIKNESH
PUTRA
BOON HENG
ZHI YUAN
YU JIE
SHAWN
ZUO YI
JIANG JIE
QI WEI

LOVE OUR BARKER MATES TTM ! (: anyways, moving on. Here comes all the juicy long draggy gross exciting funneh posts

DAY ONE
I was like the first one to reach the punggol there so it was kind of lonely and all the buses kept coming in cause the other schools have BUSES to send them there. (why are we so poor ): ) anyways, when the st nicks girls reached, we all look so BIMBO cause we started to put on insect repellent and sun block. HAHA KIASU. but not our fault also right ! anyways, lets skip all the admin stuff. Then we had self intro~ kind of awkward but we'll get better ! HEH. anyways, when we reached the island (OMG IM HAVING A HARD TIME RECALLING) We went to our bunks and this day is just introducing all the equipments. Lunch was surprisingly nice or maybe we're just hungry . anyways, it was raining so we couldn't really do much BUT i learnt how to BELAY ! cool right ? i can belay the instructor leh ! even though i needed TWO anchorman. haha. blehx and we learnt how to cook our own food and pitch tent ! Even though the place was really high up and tonggg and i didn't have a torchlight and i kept on slipping on wet rocks and keep endangering tong's life, everything is fine. HAHA AND I HAD A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP ! while the 3 of them, well i dunno why they kept waking up but yeah. HAHA

DAY TWO
ok shit im like always the last to wake up. But not my fault i ADAPT to my surroundings right! HEH. anyways, did rock climbing and then walked to camp 2 and then tried to kayak. OMG i have no coordination in kayaking at all. like WHAT THE SHIT. cant even go straight la ! so angry. anyways, im getting lazier to type out the details so just a brief one lah. Rock Climbing was like so damn tiring and like OMG stuck there for so long. FAILURE MAN ): and we carried our huge expedition bag and walked for 20 minutes to camp 2. YAY ! we beat the 30 minutes one ! anyways, it was so damn tiring to carry the bag and water bottles. poooooor ner and ling ! anyways, i drank the bloody dirty water THREE BLOODY TIMES like DAMN GROSS. once when we learnt to capsize, twice when we capsize to do the rescue thingo and trice when the bloody kayak went over my head . The water is really gross and it really WILL MAKE YOU PUKE. OMG anyways, pitched our own tents again. this time, we did it ourselves. OMG so proud lehhhh :D

DAY THREE
ARMSSSSSS ! OMG okie last to wake up again. anyways, had to pair up girl and guy to do the kayak. and after the 10 hours i realised why we needed to pair up like that. ANYWAYS, omg feel so bad and guilty for chiuping cause i kind of stole her partner. But its not my fault im lousy righttt ): and erm. okie apparently i have MIND POWER but no PHYSICAL POWER. pffft thanks alot -_- but i was nice leh. Didn't really dare to stop pedallin cause its really damn tiring for on person to pedal all the way. ZOMG and we finally reached the shore, my legs were like totally numb from the sitting and hands sore from pedallin. and camp 3 is like the worse place EVER. i cant bloody stand it ! so much STUFF. and we even had to wake up in the middle of the night just to stand around for half an hour and then go back to sleep. and we were so scared cause something major happened to yuting. buy luckily she was alot better ): OKIE wasn't as comfy as last two nights but we managed. and the worse thing is we didn't get to bathe. all the dirty water clung onto our clothes. disgusting to the max.

DAY FOUR
We built raft, jumped into fresh water, trekked for damn long and managed to BATHE. WAO. building raft is like such a tough job. cause you have to pull the damn rope until really super tight and then kick the barrels so it fits the poles. Well even though ours came apart, we still had fun in the water. and im like floating on water for the first time in my life. It was so scary okay ! jumping from up there ): and i forgot to hold my breath and yeah breathed in water. OUCH. The trekking was like damn tiring. tong and i took turns to carry the expedition bag and when we reached the shelter it was like raining so heavily we stopped for one hour. But joey ner tong and i trained our stomach muscles and im so going to have asthma attack cause of the laughing. OMG. its so unfair when we cant tell the joke and make it sound funny ): FAILURE. anyways, when we swope, i felt bad cause tongg had to carry the heavy bag BUT then when i carried an extra tent, OHMYGOODNESS - MY SHOULDERS ! It was damn heavy and my "hoodie" kept sliding off my head and i kept going around asking people to help me pull it so it goes over . FAIL and i got so pissed i just let it drop . I WANT MY MASSAGE-ALL-YOU-CAN BUFFET.

DAY FIVE
HAHA im getting lazier by the second. aiyoh no need go into details lah. washing all the stuff was damn funny cause we kept screaming and there was a bloody cricket and i nvr SEE a cricket in my life ao obviously i scream and run right ! LOL. and we didn't manage to break records ): SAD. and went to do the trust dive. OMG it was like so far away but when you do it once, you wanna do it again ! I scared i was like so heavy but couldn't care less. HAHA AND I MANAGED TO HIT THE BELL ! YAY ! In fact, all of us did ! HEH :D and then we went for lunch. okie lah i think i took too much rice. had alot of leftovers. and we didn't have time to shop together ! so sad right ! Its so ironic how we wanted to go home so much on the forth day and fifth day we're just like OMG dun wanna leave. And then we exchanged certs and i got rejected twice leh ! i mean okie lah they wanna stay true to their *cough* but exchange properly la ! HEH. AND I REALLY WANT TO KILL JOEY NERISSA AND TONG. OMG I DUN EVEN GET HOW THE WHOLE THING CAME ABOUT ? SHIT. and in the end, we all bought the same shirt ! WHOOO :D

OKIE. die alrdy ? haha what a long post. anyways, it was actually quite fun lah. so people dont be jealous ! omg i should stop cause im getting so tired of typing. HEH. spelling mistakes dun care la. HEHHEH !

BARKERS FTW !

2009-11-13T20:48:00.003+08:00

I HAVE GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS. WHICH ONE FIRST ?

Well, whichever you picked, i'm still going to start with the good news.
firstly, MY INTERNET IS FINALLY FIXED !
secondly, CHINESE & DRAMA O'LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER !
thirdly, OUR CLASS WON DEBATE !
fourthly, ITS OUR LAST DAY OF SCHOOL !

lets move on to the bad news
firstly, OBS IS COMING
secondly, ALL THE TEACHERS ARE PMS-ING.
thirdly, WENDY NG IS LEAVING OUR CLASS
fourthly, ITS OUR LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.

Now, let's take a look at the above points.
Its good that its our last day of school, i mean NO MORE STUDYING. but we won't be seeing some of our friends until next year ! Even though its only one month, i'm sure i'll still miss our class. AND OBS. freak. If i get my period during OBS, i'll kill myself. i mean like f*** ! And now looking at OBS, it doesn't sound THAT fun or appealing anymore. just get it over and done with.

Next, the main message of this whole post. MS NG IS NOT OUR FORM TEACHER / ENGLISH TEACHER NEXT YEAR. i mean what the fuck is wrong with the school system ? pardon me for the crude language. Firstly, because of some political issues with the teachers and our principal and vice principal, ONE WHOLE BUNCH OF GOOD EXPERIENCED TEACHERS ARE LEAVING. i mean what the hell? This is already disturbing enough. shall we list them out? I mean i don't know all but there sure is a hell lot of them !

MS PRABA
MS NAIR
MRS SOH
MR GERAINT WONG
MR LIN WEN WEI
MRS WENDY LEE
MS TAN SHU WEI
and the list goes on.

Look at that list. What is going to happen to the green badges next year? Perish and like wither away slowly while the teachers all abandon us? To tell us that there is absolutely NO AGREEMENT to leave together among the teachers is utter bullshit. seriously, WOA, so coincidental that so many teachers are leaving at one go? Yeah sure, some are being transferred by MOE but there's a handful who are not right? Why are the teachers so selfish? At least leave at different years right ? is 2010 REALLY THAT BAD? And it is so damn obvious that St Nicks standard is dropping like shit. Look at our cut off point. Many are blaming it on our principal. I mean i do sometimes but we shall not assume that its all her fault.

And then, Mdm Suah is dropping us, whatever. Not THAT sad. And the news really hit alot of us when we find out that WENDY NG IS NOT TAKING UNITY NEXT YEAR. F**** thanks alot bloody school system. She's one of the teachers whom we really dont want her to leave. And also one of those who actually bond SO MUCH with the class. Buying us small little sweets snacks just to compliment us for something. Lame at times but we find it quite amusing! I'm quite sure we won't find such a self-amuse teacher around next year. Yeah we still have Ms ROCKEY. THANK GOODNESS. But seriously. We were so SURE that wendy ng will take us cause we ARE her form class. But we were all wrong. Its just that i DONT WANT my tears so fall. So what if we cry? Will she teach us next year? No. So crying doesn't help. And that's what i've learnt from experiences.

Go ahead. read this blog post and how i totally b*tched about the t*achers. But who cares ? I'm Sorry I'm Being ME(an).

2009-11-02T08:37:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEEPS !
Can you guess where i am now ?
Yes. In school's Computer Lab and I'm Blogging ! Woots~
Facebook is super lag now and KAYMINNNNNNN is beside meeeeee
OK she says "HI" (so lame -_-)
AWWWW Going for Cheer Practice ,later. shhhhh HEH
ok i shall go bloghopping now. SEEYA !

anyways, about yesterday, i was so pissed with my sister, i promised NOT TO TALK TO HER EVER AGAIN. ARGHH. WHAT A BITCH.
she slept in the living room outside and when my grandma said to let her sleep in the master bedroom, i said YES. YESSSSSS. and then when she came in, she didn't sleep and started walking around. like WTF. so i said "Can you go out first." i mean like since she's not sleeping. then she went out and i could so totally hear my grandma. so this is how it goes :
Grandma : Why are you out?
Sister : she (me) ask me to come out one.
Grandma : WHY SO MANY PROBLEMS ? (Blaming me for chasing her out.)
ME : WONG XIN YI (wanting to call ehr in and ask her what she told my grandma.)
Grandma : FORGET IT FORGET IT LA. (OBVIOUSLY thinking that i chased her out when she's sleeping.)

OK BLOODY HELL. I'm also not mean until chase her out when she's sound asleep right ? And to make matters worse, she actually went to asleep ON THE COUCH when one minute ago she was still happily walking around the room. BITCH. So i got so pissed i just went out, slapped her on her leg, and quarrelled. (Typical night) And my Grandma DENIES that she shouted first when i could so totally hear her from the room ! like WTH ? So i was like "FINE I WONT TALK TO MY SISTER EVER AGAIN." And my grandma said if there's any problem, can talk to my mum. "LIKE THAT WOULD EVER HAPPEN. LIKE WTH ? OBVIOUSLY MY MUM WOULD SIDE WITH MY SISTER RIGHT ?" and when i went into my room, i could AGAIN hear them talking about me so i was like "Ok GO ON AND BITCH ABOUT ME."

Now let's see if i can not talk to my sister until my mum comes home. That's long but it hink i can make it. HAHA

2009-10-25T22:33:00.004+08:00

went out . AGAIN . i seriously need to kill myself . 80 bucks for more than 2 weeks including topping up of ez-link card and going out money . I think i'm only left with around 30 bucks. or even lesser ! OMG ! sianxzxzx

anyways, went to the red cross thingo with XINYI ENQI XIUMIN & DENISE ! YAY HAD LOADS OF FUN and like totally embarrassing ourselves infront of many. oh well. who cares since we're from XXX school. HAHA ! our scapegoats ! took back alot of prizes and we're going to display them in our aircon classroom !! wohoo ! and hopefully the cheesecake won't spoil so i can bring to school on tuesday ! YAY . denise's mum is really good with the chopsticks ! :D

anyways, went to the movies with TAMMY BEAT & HONGYEE later to watch MY SISTER'S KEEPERS ! how old is KATE ANYWAYS !? oh man its like so damn gross can. Hong and i were totally laughing throughout majority of the show cause we pratically notice the same thing ! HAHA . and when the show ended , the first thing we do is turn around and start discussing abou the ending. it was kind of hilarious and like funneh :D

later , went to spotlight with TAMXZXZX & BEATXZXZX . wasted our time there cause in the end , tammy's mum didn't want the thread . oh wells . and we saw KIMBUM'S CAR ! actually , its beat but what a loser. kimbum's car is so much cooler can ! oh wells , one without the brains so we've got to pardon her a little for her brainless acts . and tammy and i kept squealing whenever we see kimbum ! and tammy is totally into PI LI MIT ! AWESOME ! AARON LURBBXZXZX LURBBXZXZX .

BUT , today is such a disastrous day. toppled a chair over @ carls junior. EMBARRASSING TO THE MAX LAH ! and we went to LEE MIN HO'S SHOP ( i just call it that cause he advertise for it ) we totally made beat a girl . can you believe it ? BEATRICE GOH SI MIN trying on BLUSHERS & NAIL POLISH & MASCARA !?!?!? ohmygosh. who's that girl !? yupps and so many bitches were just like staring i mean like its just a chair ohmygosh. do you HAVE to stare for so long ? and beatrice is back to her stupid self (when was she not?) by popping chilli sauce without opening the packet. and it splattered all over her hand and table. WHAT A LOSER . i cant even rmb which event came first but who cares :/

OH and i have to say that the ANG MOHS ARE DAMN BLOODY CUTE. i was rushing for the mrt train door and the lady was like putting her hand at the door like hoping it would sensor and like not close or sth. SO CUTE ! and so nice. awwwww :D

and i told tammy that if you point at the moon , the next morning you might get a cut on your ear . HAHA she was so scared :P

P.S. we realised that hong beat & i have seen each other for like one whole bloody week alrdy ! tuesday - friday : SCHOOL , friday - saturday : STAYOVER + GO OUT , sunday : MOVIE ! its a priviledge for beat to see both hong and i but its a nightmare for US to be with beatch the whole damn week. LOL but hong & i have seen each other for one whole week lehh :D

P.S.S beat is wearing a NORMAL BRA. o:

2009-10-24T15:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday and today was so much fun (without the black one)
My mum went to CHINA so i'm like free for TWO DAMN WEEKS ! and i havent told my parents my results yet :/ darn i think they'll freak. anyways, went out with hongyee kaymin and bingbing. went to have pizza hut and saw two gross fat ladies who have eyes that are so small you dun know whether they're open or close. and we bought something cool and awesome ! AHHHH ! ANYWAYS, HONGYEE BEAT & ENQI came over for sleepover ! BINGBING can't so she stayed till around eleven ? :D i felt so gross cause i went into the pool with my YEEEEEPS ! Went to eat KFC for dinner and like played bridge all the way cause hong said mahjong was too noisy. She and her neighbours -_- HAHA anyways, we realised our tired hour and overcame it ! Slept at around 2am 3 am but apparently, it wasn't a very GOOD SLEEP. cause of some BEATCH sho keeps snatching the blanket away ! if i wasn't having my first day , i would have just pushed and got my blanket back. so it was so cold and pain cause my knee kept hitting the table ): you lazy beatchy pig !

anyways, the next day , today , went out with hong and the lazy pig , supposedly shopping for beatrice's pretty white dress. but in the end, we didn't manage to get one. but we manage to get hong her pink slippers which is a size smaller -_- and the three of us were SUPER UNGLAM wearing those free shirts and wearing FBTs to ORCHARD ! OMG. and the 3 of us went into the handicaps toilet and tried to do a refund cause the pink slippers were abit small for hong but sadly, no refunds ! wanted to run out of the handicaps toilet secretly, but hong's slippers were DAMN LOUD ! like ohmygosh damn funny. anyways, we had so much fun even though there was nothing to do. HAHA .

P.S. MAG YOU PANG SEH. HATE YOU.

2009-10-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

NEED TO BLOG ABOUT ~~STUDIES~~ STUDY GROUP !
I can't believe im saying his but, EOYs and studies helps to bond people together ! SO Exams are useful after all :D

LURBBXZXZX LURBBZXZX to
SINBING HONGYEE BEATRICE MAGDALENE JIAXIAN E-SEAN

YAY we're like the coolest <3

STUDY CLIQUE MOVIE + BUFFET
anyways, our thursday study clique outing was fun to the max yeah~ and we get to know that 3-D actually sucks and Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs has no plot or storyline of any sort and that it is not even humorous. Anyways, went to have sushi buffet later ! I think the starving from dinner till lunch is super worth it cause i was so damn bloody full O: Later went to hunt for xianxian's TANK but it was never found and went home with HONGYEE <3

GATHERING FOR K-BOX + SLACKING OFF
Today was such an awesome day yet worrying. Well you guys should know the whole story and where i was SUPPOSED to be :P Yes singing till we drop is like WAO and like even though i alreay screwed my voice yesterday @ Games Carnival (YAY WE GOT SECOND FOR FRISBEE) Played bridge with like so many different people. BINGBING CAN YOU PLS START PLAYING ? ITS FUN :D THANKS XIUMIN for providing us such an awesome place to slack and relax and bond together WOHOO !

Just those people watching the television. If we were too noisy you could have SHUSHED us and we would have spoke softer but NOOOOO instead , you made the tv go even louder and when we soften down, you stupid bunch of bastards didn't even lower the volume so you can't possibly blame us for talking too loudly when we can't hear ourselves -_-

anyways, push aside the stupid bunch of people, today was a whole load of fun with SINBING HONGYEE BEATRICE MAGDALENE XIUMIN JIAXIAN E-SEAN ERICA. Can't wait for another gathering :D

P.S. my skin need to NOT peel off cause its damn gross ):

2009-10-03T22:16:00.005+08:00

OMG TAYLOR SWIFT IS SUPER PRETTY ♥LOVING LUCAS TILL MORE TOO ! LOVING TAYLOR LAUTNER MORE ! LOVING STERLING KNIGHT EVEN MORE (random but yeah)

2009-10-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

MY SISTER SHOULD JUST FUCK OFF .
SERIOUSLY PLEASE JUST GO AND DIE .
WHY ARE YOU EVEN BORN ?
JUST TO ANNOY ME ? BITCH .
AND HAVE EVERYONE TO SIDE WITH YOU .
YEAH OK BASTARD . YOU JUST ACCOMPLISHED YOUR LIFE GOAL .
MAYBE YOUR GOAL IS TO SEE ME DIE .
WAO AMAZING ! MAYBE I WILL !
WE'LL SEE WHO GETS THE LAST SLAP .

2009-09-23T20:55:00.004+08:00

Every night i talk to the stars pretending it's you

They act just like you

Far away , and never replies to my questions

2009-09-01T11:10:00.002+08:00

It wasn't a flop. Thank goodness. Teacher's day went pretty smoothly i guess :D And it's thanks to so many one of you. I mean, without even ONE of you, none of this would have went well.

THANK YOU
MEL : For putting in so much effort into this teacher's day programme and staying up late to finish up the scripts and stuff. and also for bringing so much props :D LOVE YA LOADS <3

MEGAN, CAROLYN, TRICIA : For coming down on sunday and going the rehearsal with us . I know that you guys have put in so much time and effort to ensure this goes smoothly. THANKS !

NERISSA : For helping out in the PA and music stuff ! yeah la yeah la. you SUPER pro lah :D

SHU, BOON : For agreeing to be our Girl 1 and Girl 2 . Haha pretending to act intellectual :D

SHARON : For agreeing to be our DISCOVERWAO CHANNEL host. You were amazing doing the girrafe's are purple thing ! OMG we were laughing so much at the back stage. you CANNOT imagine how much my stomach hurts after laughing. HAHA

CHERYL, NICOLE, RACHEL, XIU MIN, KAY MIN, REANNE, ROSEANN, FRANCINE : For helping out in our commercials. They were really funny and good ! Thank you so much cause you've done a BIG HELP to all of us :D

HUA HUI : For helping us in the Pua Chu Kang skit. It's really funny ! I really LOVE the chemistry joke ! :D Owe you BIG TIME :D

3 PURITY : For agreeing to dance your nobody dance for us during the commercial break ! :D You guys look great ~

COUNCIL EXCO : For helping to do the teachers day banner. They were really nice ! And i know how much time you've spent in this. SO BIG THANK YOU :D

TEACHERS : For participating so enthusiastically during our Don't Forget The Lyrics - Teacher's Edition. Without your participation, this would be a total failure. Thank you so much <3

Sorry if i missed our anyone but it really is my heartfelt thanks and appreciation because the programme went well. I was really happy and relieved at the end of this whole thing.

anyway, RIDDLE OF THE DAY !

"Which is the friendliest element in the periodic table?"

"COPPER. cause its Cu (See you)!"

"HAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHHAA"

2009-08-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

These 2 days were like so depressing

PIANO
I've never felt so disappointed before. Ok Maybe i did but this is really ... such a disappointment! My heart just totally sank when i came out and i had to hold it in until i reach home and lock myself up to let it out. Spending so much money and time on this did not have me getting just a merut. I thought i could keep up the chain of 'distinctions' until grade 8 but i guess not . I still feel so disgusted at myself. Like my brain's scolding "Shame on you. After all these hard work, you ruined it in 20 minutes. bitch." It's like i've let everyone down. Like all the 'Good Luck' and 'Jiayous' were thrown and flush forn the drain and toilet or something, And most importantly, I've let my mum, my teacher, myself down. They all had faith in me but i screwed up. Maybe my expectations of myself were too high, and it's not like i'm trying to act all good and professional by saying that i need to get distinction while you don't but i am not prepared to get my merit! I would just break down. OHMYGOSH. This is so irritating. I mean i KNOW what's done has deen done but i can't help but regret. Why didn't i play this? Why did i stop? How come i'm not as good in the room? HOW COME I SCREW IT UP!? If you want to say "It's already over so brood about it" or "Don't think about it cause it's over". Yeah if you want to say it, you can shut up (no offense for rudeness) I'm just pissed at MYSELF. no hard feelings.

MATHS TEST
I thought i prepared enough but i guess its not. Piano's depression kind of passed onto to maths test and maybe i'm meant to screw everything up. like screw my life. shit. ok i sound so emo now. next.

TEACHERS DAY
I feel so sad today. I was all high this afternoon but i don't know. I feel FORCED to be so enthu. Like i want to give up and like not be so enthu. And i realized it's going to be a flop. Not just me, but everyone thinks so. I'm very sorry to those who have put in hard work to do it, I'm very sorry to let your effort go down the drain. And i feel so useless cause we can't even get this thing confirmed until THIS WEEK TUESDAY. Why are we so inefficient? I mean i'm not scolding any councillors. Just speaking generally as a whole. Mostly talking about myself. And like so many people are unwilling to help out in this. Thanks Aquila for doing so much but we really have not enough manpower. If only those people we ask for help is WILLING to help. So what if like you're afraid of embarrassment? Why don't you just do it for the teachers? So you mean we're not afraid to embarass ourselves? We have pride also. We're just putting it aside to put up a last minute performance. Fine if you don't want to help, but no discouraging stuff please? I really don't want to hear "What is this crap?" "So lame" "Omg they're so stupid." "This is so boring" If i hear all these, i will really like give black face. So i really don't want to hear all this on monday. I really hope i don't hear it. We'll just have to wait and see what happens.

Screw everything now.

2009-08-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

I've watched the first 5 minutes of Singapore Idol and all i can say is "What kind of crap is this?"
Firstly, the judges are so darn rude. Ok can't them blame them for being strict and i know most of them are the contestant's fault but must you speak to them in this manner ? WTH ? Alright, lets not judge the judges.

Next, the contestants are so pathetic ! I have no comments about them lah. And he way they sing, it's too... WANNABE. Acting so pro and hitting those nice songs with their own weird way of expressing the song and how THEY interpret it. I May not be able to appreciate the "music they interpreted" but sorry i think its horrible -_-

ALL IN ALL
SINGAPORE IDOL, PLS STOP THIS SHOW ONCE AND FOR ALL. IT SUCKS.

2009-08-14T15:41:00.002+08:00

so much stuff happened today. I'm quite tired now (:

And yesterday's studying for chemistry obviously did not help in any way cause i am still going to fail the test. I'm just NOT FATED to do chemistry ): well after that, rushed off somewhere and sorry but i don't know why, seeing Mark Lee and Tan Kheng Hua makes me feel sooooo enlightened ! Probably cause they're mediacorp artiste. I've never really see them in real life before except taking a photo with sharon aw (sp?) and gurmit sing (sp?) when i was SUPER YOUNG. oh wells. But it does occur to me that this is no big deal cause my reaction if i see artiste from Taiwan or like those disney, i'll just hyperventilate and i dunno... die. Quite worthwhile actually. thirty bucks for a sentence ? I kind of like doing this . It doesn't really take up much of your time and you earn money :D And I CANNOT DO MATHS ! ARGHH. I'm like such a failure ! ): I don't understand those cosec, cot, sec etc and the identities and the 'make tangent' method and a whole load of crap. I SUCK AT MATH. So i totally screwed up my term 3 PPR (i mean i always do that -_-) and i always say im going to do better but i'm just to... lazy ): an im praying hard for Ms Rockey not to call my mum cause she'll just totally kill me and i dunno :/ YEAH OK JUST CANCEL MY NAME OFF THAT LIST ! I'll do the homework ! ):

And today Handover ceremony made me realise how deaf the council EXCOs are :D shouting "Now we present the Council EXCO to come forward" silence "Now we present the Council EXCO to come forward !" nobody came. So sharon went to call them from the stairs "Now we present the Council EXCO to come forward !!" AND THEY DIDN'T COME OUT ! HAHA.

And i'm just sooooo tired. i don't know why ): I'm getting more and more forgetful. Left my clothes under my table and im supposed to chiong maths hw over the weekends but i ledt the textbooks in class uner my table ! SITTING THERE IS BAD LUCK ): (except for LULU cause she's my awesome deskmate!) and the thing that amused me was MADGALENE HUANG. OMG i know she's A CLOWN ! I just tilted my foot a little towards the outside, suddenly i felt this enormous PUSH and followed by this THING which flew pass my pinefore (sp?), tries to grab En Qi's pinefore (sp?) and landed with a loud BANG which sent my eyes flying towards the whiteboard to see MAGDALENE HUANG OUR CLOWN TRIPPING OVER MY FOOT AND FALLIN THE MOST UNGLAM WAY POSSIBLE.
IM SORRY ITS SOOOO HILARIOUS I CANT NOT BLOG ABOUT IT ! :D

HAHA nevertheless, I still LOVE YOU ! *yewwwwww* *pukes out my one week's meal* and i went home with stupidbing and baBOON. was so funny cause BOON and i told sinbing we're not going to board the train and runs to the other door and enter and tried to act surprise "EH SINBING !? WHY ARE YOU HERE ? O:" Super hilarious with the high people. and stupidbing , i dont care whether you free or not. GO CHECK YOUR BRAIN (wait i forgot you don't have one) :D

I'm loving it UNITY !

2009-08-09T14:31:00.017+08:00

SEND IT ON

A word's just a word
till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
till you give it away
we've all got a gift
yeah something to give to make a change

Send it on (send it on)
On and on (on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be apart (be apart)
Reach your heart (reach your heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make'em strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just smile (just smile)
And the world (and the world)
Will smile along with you
That small act of love
That's meant for one will become two
If we take the chances
To change circumstances
Imagine all we can do if we

Send it on (send it on)
On and on (on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be apart (be apart)
Reach your heart (reach your heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make'em strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on

There's power in all of the choices we make
So i'm starting now there's not a moment to wait

A word's just a word
till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
till you give it away

Send it on (send it on)
On and on (on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part (be a part)
Reach your heart (reach your heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make'em strong
Shine a light and send it on

Send it on (send it on)
On and on (on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be apart (be apart)
Reach your heart (reach your heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make'em strong
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on

by : (order of who sang first) Miley Cyrus, Nick Jonas, Demi Lovato, Joe Jonas, Selena Gomez, Kevin Jonas

YAY I CHOSE THEIR PRETTY MOMENTS ! :D

MILEY CYRUS WHOOOO <3>

SELENA'S SO PRETTY ! :D

DEMI LOVATO'S QUITE COOL TOO (;

JONAS BROTHERS (:

"One spark starts a fire"

2009-08-09T14:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPOs ! :D

I havent been blogging for a long time and finally im back (: Yes i promise this is going to be a long post. or MANY POSTS at once ! WHOOOO. im now getting high over this SUPER NICE SONG ! tell you guys about it in the next post ! Now where shall i start from ?

On THURSDAY, we had national day rehearsal and all of us went high over the national day songs . We all did 'We will get there' dance and was like highing over it. Well this went well while the other side (CCA) wasn't so well. yuting and i were so pissed and she went to scold some of them. Well we were all so tired at around 6pm and sat down to sing the songs wondering what would happen is we lose our voices tmr ? and when i went home, stupid me left my ezlink card and NRIC on the bus. THANK GOD THEY FOUND IT !

On FRIDAY, NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION ! :D It was quite fun except when mel and i threw away our dignity in front of well HUNDRED OF PPL D: 3 UNITY WE DID IT ! WE WON THE CLASS DECO ! I still can't believe. On thursday, mag, beatrice and i went to check out wisdom and faith and theirs was really good too ! :D Well we still believed that we will win on friday and it came true ! It's not getting this first prize that made me sooooo happy. Its the fact that we worked so hard tgt AS A WHOLE CLASS and that this prize really gave us loads of motivation for future stuff. We always say we dont care but really come tgt at the very last minute and seriously I LOVE THREE UNITY LIKE SO MUCH SO MUCH ! <33 YAYNESS. After national day celebration, went out with stupidbing <3>but at first we weren't in a very good mood ): (no we didn't fight -_-) well we were unhappy with the books in our school and some ppl who received books when they're not supposed to receive. WAO. happy national day ppl -_-

Well sinbing and i were quite crazy going into different shops to try on clothes and we saw like soooo many ppl O: and went into comics connection and went crazy over their posters and stuff :D Ok while typing this, im like starting to get hyped up again ! :D:D Came to my house and watched some videos on Big Bang :D And laughed at their parody of BOF. AHAHA . well we got really tired when we reached dhoby ghaut so after walking around we parted ): and i was sooooo tired i slept from 8pm to like 11am the next day !? WHOOOO. awesome eh ?

SATURDAY was just slacking at home since i dont feel like doin anythin at all. and my facebook is sooo lag now ): gosh hate it :D right, i'll just end here ! :D

"SEND IT ON"

2009-07-31T16:20:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR MY SISTER IS FUCKIEST SHIT ON EARTH.
SO FULL OF BULLSHIT.
SERIOUSLY SOMEONE JUST BLOODY FUCKING TAKE HER AWAY.
I HATE HER SO MUCH WORDS SERIOUSLY CANT DESCRIBE IT AND CALL ME COLD BLOODED OR WEIRD OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO FUCKING SEND HER AWAY.

can you just perish and dissappear from my life forever? Like go and DIE ?

2009-07-15T17:55:00.002+08:00

screwed. ok screwed cant even describe 1% of how i am feeling now. im feeling like crap and we need to have a word that is 100 times crappier than crap to describe my mood.

Seriously, 10 minutes before i went to hell , i was trying to calm myself down and after reading the passage, i lost 20% of my confidence cause the passage was quite hard. And when my doom welcomed me, i knew this was it. I mean its either i walk out through the door relieved or through the door crying. Guess which one was it? Neither. I was neither relieved or crying. I was just ... stoned. i don't know how to describe. And then i felt like crying. Like wanting to jump off that level straight away. To just vanish into some hole and wished this was just a nightmare. But i was wrong. This is bloody reality. And no wonder people always said the "harsh" truth. It's a thousand times worse than HARSH. Its just ... I don't know.

I'm like seriously stuck. After this post, i dont know what i can do. Study physics ? Yeah fine. I'll do that once i get through my BAD mood. So now, i relally hate CHINESE and that bloody examiner who gives a i-dont-give-a-damn attitude. ironic eh ? Right and i also hate PURPLE. BARNEY TYPE OF PURPLE. She totally ruined the shirt and i really wanted to ask her to stop flabbing her arm fats everywhere and stop showing off her disgusting armpit hair. She's the shittest thing on earth and calling her a BITCH just insults every other BITCHES in the world.

Im like not going to speak chinese in like 1 month or sth. or at least after i get past this freak incident. ANTI-CHINESE. I dont give a damn whether its my roots or not but i feel so ashamed to have chinese as my 'mother language' (I RATHER TRANSLATE IT AND MAKE IT SOUND WEIRD THAN TO TYPE IT OUT IN CHINESE) So all in all, i screwed it up and there's no way i can do anything about it cause i know. Why cry over spilt milk ? We cant stop the future, cant rewind the past, so the only way is to play and keep going. (from tammy's book)

damn it.

2009-07-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

Its been really long since the legend is gone but HE really is legend. HE is the well-known MICHAEL JACKSON. if you dont know who he is, go bang your head against the wall pls. He's is SO BLOODY COOL. And now that everyone's talking about him after his death clearly shows how big an impact he has made in our lives and its such a pity.

Talented performer gone at the age of 50. But he really set a standard for many performers out there and no one has ever reached MJ's level of profession and for that, i bow down to him.

FAMOUS MOON WALK. Even if there are really good moon walkers out there, MJ is still the best forever.

He's DEFYING GRAVITY ! That seriously made me go WAO. (Go check out "smooth Criminal" Live) AMAZING

MICHAEL JACKSON FOREVER. HE'S THE LEGEND.

He'll remain forever in our hearts.

2009-07-09T20:28:00.003+08:00

Like Seriously. What Mdm Suah said today really got me thinking . Maybe life really isn't all about books. and just as i was going to change my perspective, it was totally crushed after dinner.

ME : My O Level's Chinese Oral is next wednesday.
YOU : And you're still staying back tomorrow ?
ME : But you can't 'study' for Oral . its ORAL.
YOU : I don't care what you do to study. I JUST WANT TO SEE YOUR RESULTS. IT BETTER BE GOOD.

Wtf ? whatever happen to 'Life isn't just about books'.

And all YOU want to see is that A1 on the piece of paper. Its just black and white. Does results really matter so much to you ? that you dont even want to care about the process. So what if its an A1? or A2? Or even C5? I mean at least i havent given up on studies yet. So an A1 matter more than what i truly want ?

No wonder i don't tell you things. i realised that telling you would just mean talking to a wall. Or even worse. At least the things i said wont be crushed and thrown down the drain almost immediately.

2009-07-04T18:35:00.002+08:00

OK THIS IS SO DAMN WEIRD :/
MY LOVE FOR BLOGGING IS LIKE DYING
AND THIS IS LIKE THE WORSE WEEK OF MY LIFE CAUSE I LIKE TOTALLY WASTED IT.

I didn't even blog about UK trip. Ok so heartless D:
But it's just like -_- anyway, here's to reply ALL the ~~bloody~~ tagg i didnt reply. ITS LIKE AFTER ONE WHOLE MONTH ! GOSH HOW LAG CAN I GET. HAHA.

MAG : PLS LAH. HANNAH MONTANA IS AMAZING. STOP GETTING SO JEALOUS :D YOU WERE SOOOO DOING THE HOEDOWN THROWDOWN CAN !

JIAXIAN : YOU? MISS UNIVERSE???? YEWWWWW ! HAHAHAHAH jk~

MARYANNE : YES I CANT IMAGINE IT TOO. GOSH *roll eyes*

XINYI : FINE BUT RMB YOUR PROMISE ! YAY :D AT LEAST I GET TO BE HAPPY ON 26 AUGUST ! :D

JERLYN : YES PLS ! OBVIOUSLY WE MUST GO. ANYWAY, WE JUST NEED TO WATCH MOVIE AGAIN ! YAY ! ♥

2009-06-05T20:30:00.003+08:00

HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE WAS TOTALLY AWESOME AND LIKE OMG !

MY LOVE FOR HANNAH MONTANA & MILEY CYRUS JUST WENT TO A HIGHER LEVEL. IM SERIOUS PLS PLS PLS GO WATCH IT. IT'S LIKE FUNNY, TOUCHING, EXCITING ALTOGETHER :D

THIS IS LIKE SO AWESOME ! SHE'S DAMN PRETTY :D <333

HANNAH MONTANA !

MILEY CYRUS !

AND PLS GO LISTEN TO THE CLIMB. ITS LIKE SO DAMN NICE. I CRIED WHEN SHE SANG IT :D

AWWWW. AHH ! I LOVE HANNAH MONTANA. It's like so sad if hannah montana the series ends D:

2009-06-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

CLASS OUTING !

Class Outing was just so fun!

WHERE ARE MY FIFTEEN UNITY BABES? HOW COME YOU NVR COME ? D:

But anyway, it was quite fun but i realised we really suck at playing volleyball. So we met at habourfront well *coughs* Xin yi and i were late for 15 minutes. OOPS SORRY D: Yeah and had lunch. I thought it was going to be a horrible day for me since i tripped twice, dropped my phone and almost overturned the drink. and I THOUGHT i lost my wallet but in the end it was only CHARLYN THE ULTIMATE LOSER WHO HID IT. *geesh*

we were quite noisy in the train or whatever you call it and this girl was totally pissed at us can. like oh my tian. FINALLY, we reached the beach aka beatrice's (beatch aka bitch) hse. LOL. We played volleyball, then captains ball and jumped into the sea. THE SEA WATER IS FREAKING SALTY. YEW. and gosh my blister is such a spoiltsport. but too bad. i totally tortured it by going ahead and entering the sea with all the salt and stuff.

Then, a few of us rode bicycles around and Nerissa (since we ride the double one) kept screaming and screaming ! HAHA. TRUST ME MAN ! :D Then we went to have dinner at Vivo. candle light dinner AWWWW (right its not as romantic as you think it is) then we played poker cards and managed to teach Xinyi and E sean how to play bridge.

After that, jia xian, charlyn, xinyi, e sean and i went home and we camwhored like shit on the mrt can! everyone was staring but WHO CARES ! Look for E sean on facebook. hope she uploaded it. UNITY ROCKS MY SOCKS ! Go facebook to look for our photos and stuff. CLASS OUTING WAS DAMN FUN. and JIAYOUS 3U for your SBP MFT (is it?)

2009-05-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today was so tiring .
Lee yin and i wanted to take the circle line since we both realised that we live quite near each other like just KOVAN & BUANGKOK (pls dont stalk us :D haha) and found some cool quotes along the way.
this is the one that caught my attention!
"Do not follow where the path may lead. go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
YEAH COOL :D after that. i went home and shortly after came out again to the esplanade to watch this drama performance by SOTA. it was open area and to tell you the truth, i had no idea what i was watching for the 20 minutes after the show started and 20 minutes before the show ended so practically i didn't understand a thing at all!

"This is the first play which i have TOTALLY NO IDEA, ZERO PERCENT of understanding what it is about."

and then nicole charmaine and i went to eat burger king and went dhoby ghaut to play DDR & ParaPara. then charmaine and i went to Kovan to play two orund before we had to leave cause her parent were here.

SUPER TIRED NOW.

2009-05-29T19:23:00.002+08:00

YEAH FRIDAY FEVERRRRR ~

ST Nicks has like so many talents and i'm seriously awed by everyone's performance.

congrates to those who have won and thanks for those who voted for our group :D And really a BIG THANK YOU to all of you for coming to watch us ! :D Gave us alot of encouragement and got us high with your screams and your "GO XXX !"

and also i felt so amused by those who were like screaming after we showed our magic. but it was all credits to Zoey who taught mel and i :D and of course thank you Ld and Hua Hui props for lending me your tie and vest respectively. lol :D

anyway, after that, yuting and i went to slack at j8 and like omg we totally embarrased ourselves can! And she was so mesmorized at my magic tricks all thanks to MY boss who taught me that ! :D

STOP WHINING FOR THAT 10% OFF SHIRT ! HAHA :D

2009-05-28T19:26:00.003+08:00

Thanks for reviving that bit of hope in me. Yes thank God we're going to UK. Seriously. But it just feels so weird that im not really THAT SUOER DUPER excited. I mean right now, i feel neutral. when we got the news, it hit me real hard and i guess i overcame it eventually.

anyway, today, math's test so so hard ! OMG. and i totally gave up on chemistry test. going to fail both of them. there goes my term 3 PPR. I NEED TO WORK HARDER OMG.

Also, congrates to SHU for being LD PRESIDENT and SINBING for being CHOIR SECRETARY. The rest, im not sure what post you might get but i hope you guys get the post you guys want.

YES THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. isn;t it so darn exciting!? Poor yuting has extended (AWWW) AHAHA AND SHE'S MY JUNIOR ! by three days (:

And CO Sec fours. I have so much to say to you but i will dedicate one especially for you guys when the time comes. Conclusion, thanks for doing so much for CO and i guess the green badges are closer to the blue badges since we're only 1 year apart and thanks for guiding us throughout these three years. really it made my CO life interesting and enjoyable. Right i have to stop myself from going on even though i have so much to say. anyway,

THANKS.

2009-05-26T17:48:00.005+08:00

The dreams of 19 girls shattered into pieces the moment when he said "IT might be cancelled"

We were all looking so forward to it! I'm, not too sure about the sec 4s but im sure they were so anticipating the UK trip cause Gloria really screamed through the phone after telling her. And the sec 3s, we have been waiting for 2 years and 6 months JUST FOR THIS. We have planned everything to suit out DUKY. All the "Sorry im not free during june holiday week 2 cause im goin UK." and "Hey you want anything from UK?" and "You jealous? HAHA IM GOING UK!" and "5 more weeks! 4 more weeks! 3 more weeks!"

Yeah. Our hearts totally fell to the bottom. we were all preparing ourselves after eharing about the urgent uk meeting at specs stand but i never thought it would hit us that hard. Of course we were not willing to accept the truth. It's a kind of feeling where you feel utterly smashed and disappointed and SUPER SAD but it actually numbs you so you don't actually cry out loud. i swear the phone i was holding on to was so dangerous at the specs stand cause i really wanted to throw it down. But drama girls are not those who gives up easily. we will continue to fight for our trip.

BRING IT ON.

2009-05-23T19:12:00.006+08:00

JUBILATEEEE !

OMG JUBILATE WAS TOTALLY AWESOME !

Thanks for all the roses and letters and hugs and photos ! You have made it so wonderful and end this night with no regrets. we'll surely miss the sec 4s and im sure you guys will miss this performance cause it IS your last one ! I really hope hat you've thoroughly enjoyed yourself. The whole day was really slacking and having fun and bonding. MAG embarrassed herself infront of this group of MEOWS cause she erm eyah *coughs* and XUE SHI has serious lag time can ! we card games were like fun but we REALLY NEED TO STOP SCREAMING ! AHAHA .

I admit i was so nervous everytime we rehearse, not cause of stage fright or anything but whether i can change in time or not. the first rehearsal, after mel helped me change, i made it JUST IN TIME to dance but my shoelace was otu so i almost tripped over. Luckily for the real thing, i had a bit more time and my heart felt like it was going to drop out cause i couln't see charmaine and nicole at all so it might mean that mel is not behind the curtain. But obviously it went smoothly so really THANKS MEL for helping me change and like treating you like a servant cause i was like "Help me wear shoe! Help me wear shoe! Here! My skirt!" and you going "Ok relax cause we got more time." HAHA. this is going to be so unforgettable and the sleepover at your house was quite cooooool :D and BIG THANKS to : Charmaine , Nicole , Raeann for dancing together.

ALSO THANKS ERINA cause i was looking right at her when i was playing my pipa and i kept smiling all the way so she kind of helped me make my smile not so stiff. and not to mention her puzzled look after seeing me in my dance outfit right after CO. Anyway, NOW you guys know how to pronounce EDWARD BECHERAS right ? HAHA :D

Right, after the happy stuff, lets get down to business. yesterday was quite disastrous after CO performance because A BUNCH of us ran all the way down to queue so to not miss too many performances and also we really wanted to watch dance society. however, there was nto enough seats. i mean think about it. how can there be not enough seats ? OBVIOUSLY some audiences sneaked in or many they just acted smart and sold more tickets just cause they wanted money. isn't this very unfair to us, the people who bought the THIRTY BUCKS ticket. i mean we paid the same amount of money to watch the same thing everyone else is watching.

I was so pissed yesterday so i apologise for my uncouth-ness. so the security pushed the blame to our teachers saying that THEY promised us we could go in so that they wont get into trouble ? Since YOU (security ppl) are doign your job here, do it better ! so you mean it's nto your fault that you didn't check the tickets properly. not securing the place tight enough and that people can actually sneak in ? And here you are pushing the blame to the teachers ?

I admit that i might be a little overreacting and that my actions weren't really helping but what can we do ? sit down quietly and let the performance continue while we watch helplessly at the stupid screen with no sounds and all you can see is this patch of white light ? I mean SERIOUSLY ! And thank you Eunice for trying to calm me down. HAHA ok you were quite funny . furthermore, we've already said we DO NOT MIND STANDING UP ! and what is the lame reason you gave ? We cannot let you stand because of safety reasons. IN CASE THERE's AN EMERGENCY.... (WTF?) and also thank you to those who let me go in and watch first. sorry you guys have to miss 'Ma Jie' This is seriously VERY BAD and it shows how the school system like totally suck.

After calming down and reflecting , i felt so stupid and ridiculous so im like now regretting over it but i know that facing the same situation next time, i'll control better. so, i really hope that next time (if there is going to be one) we can all be happy and watch the performance together and not ruin everyone's mood . we rather stand together than to sit away from each other. Anyway, i really sincerely give my thanks and apologies to you people.

THANKYOU :

ENQI & BEATRICE (YOUR ROSE WAS THE FIRST JUBILATE THING I RECEIVED! THANKS!)

YUTING (YOUR FLOWER - withered D: BUT YOUR NOTE WAS COOL!)

MAG (I LIKE YOUR PURPLE FLOWER!)

EUNICE (YOUR CHOCOLATE KIND OF FILLED MY STOMACH!)

MUN FOONG (IM NOT WHACKY ! :D)

SINBING (your BRIGHT YELLOW SUNFLOWER IS SO BIG CAN ! :D)

XINYI (YOUR PROPOSAL TO ME WAS SO AMUSING!)

CHARLYN (YOUR FLOWER IS SO PRETTY! IT BLOOMED REALLY NICELY :D)

OLIVIA (THE ROSE WAS AWESOME!)

YINGTONG (YOUR NOTE WAS SO SWEET ! <3)

TAMMY (FOR BRINGING MY STICKY TAPE THINGO)

AND ALL THOSE WHO HUGGED ME, TOLD ME "JIAYOUS" etc etc.

"Even a thousand thank yous and sorries are not enough to say to you"

2009-05-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

SO... WE'RE JUST STALLING TIME !?

RUBBISH.
Is this the kind of treatment we get after working JUST AS HARD as others ?
This is seriously unfair to us ! using the two words "stalling time" makes it worse.
Its like what they say. as if we are NOT PART OF JUBILATE.
Its as if they are saying " play until most of the audiences get here and you can go home." wtf ?
I feel so pissed now ! whatever . go ahead and say im like overreacting but who cares man.
This is NOT THE KIND OF TREATMENT WE SHOULD BE GETTING ! RUBBISH-NESS.

2009-05-11T19:31:00.002+08:00

RANDOM QUIZZZ

What have you been doing recently?
- USING COMPUTER ; PARAPARA ! :D

Do you ever turn off your handphone?
- YES :D It turns off by itself also ! D:

What happen at 10am this morning?
- NOTHING ? LOL

Believe in fate/destiny ?
- YUPPS :D

What do you want in your life now?
- EHH TO GET GOOD RESULTS AND MEET FAHRENHEIT AGAIN :D

Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
- NOPE :P AS SIMPLE AS POSSIBLE

Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
- YUPPS !

What was the last movie you watched?
- 17 AGAIN

Does the person you like knows you like he/she?
- EHHHHH *shruggs*

Who makes you laugh?
- LOADS OF PEOPLE :D

Do you speak other languages other thn English?
- CHINESE ?

Favourite website?
- YOUTUBE ? :D

What are you going to do tmrw?
- SCHOOL -_-

Who do you want to be like?
- HMMM my idols ? MILEY CYRUS / SELENA GOMEZ :D

Who will you choose to die with?
- NOBODY. DONT WANT ANYONE TO DIE ALSO :/

Where have you been?
- OUT ? ARCADE :D

What games do you play?
- EHHHH LOTS ?

Who are you missing right now?
- INSTRUCTORS KRYSTLE & YUFANG ! & FAHRENHEIT D:

If you have to choose between your friends and your love one , who would you choose ?
- BOTH OR NEITHER.

Which schl are you from?
- SNGS <3

What are your 3 favourite colours?
- NO PREFERENCE ACTUALLY.

What emotion do you show?
- HAPPY :D

What is life to you?
- UNEXPECTED ; UNPREDICTED

If you have sth troubling you , what will you do?
- NOT SURE. TELL SOMEONE ?

Who did you last chat in MSN?
- CANT RMB

Who do u admire most?
- MY IDOLS ! :D

Which month are you born in ?
- AUGUST <333

What is the time now?
- SUMMER TIME ! ok kidding 7.40 pm

Your opinion of the person who tagged you ?
- DONT KNOW HER. i just found this randomly

What colour do you want to dye your hair?
- I WANNA HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR :D

Why are you doing this quiz?
- CAUSE I LIKE DOING QUIZZES !

What do you do when you're moody?
- COMPLAIN TO PEOPLE

At which stage do you want to get married?
- A SUITABLE STAGE. NOT TOO OLD THOUGH :/

Who is closer to you?
- HMMM ? DUNNO ?

If today was the last day of your life , what would you do?
- FULFILL ALL MY WISHES (if i can)

Who are the people you trust most?
- MY CLOSE FRIENDS ?

Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- YUPPS :D

If you have a dream came true , what would it be ?
- GET GOOD RESULTS FOR O LEVELS (even though i really wanna meet fahrenheit, studies first D:)

What is your goal for next year?
- GET GOOD O LEVELS RESULTS !

Could you believe in eternal love?
- DEPENDS

What feeling do you love most?
- HYPERVENTILATING (so cooooool :D)

What feeling do you hate most?
- EMPTINESS (you really dunno what to do.)

Do you really think its global warming now?
- YES ! D:<

Do you like doing quizes?
- YES !

Do you believe in gods?
- DEPENDS ?

Who cares for you th most?
- MY FAMILY !

What do you think is th most important in your life?
- MY FUTURE

What will I bring when I fight?
- MY FRIENDS ! HAHA

Tagged : EVERYONE WHO READ THIS ! :D

2009-05-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

OMG im having POST CAMP PROBLEMS D:

Kind of missing everyone (dunno why even though we're meeting again on tuesday) and most of all i miss KRYSTLE & YUFANG ! and of course the gay jeremy, He-She and other funny instructors and cheif mojo etc. GAH ! I MISS ALL THE FUN WE HAD ! AND UNITY IS REALLY SUPER BONDED ! :D LOVE YOU SO MUCH <333

Give thanks to:

SINBING & TAMMY (my awesome sleeping partners)

XINYI & CHARLYN (my awesome playing partners)

HONGYEE & KAYMIN & JIAXIAN (my awesome barbie and ken not forgetting charlyn & tammy)

NEHNEH & BEATRICE & LUM & NAOMI (my awesome teletubbies)

MAG MONTANA (my awesome blue clues guy)

ENQI & DENISE & ERICA & VERBENA (my awesome tablemates)

OLIVIA (my awesome SPA partner & lambert fan)

YANYI & JUAN (my awesome narrators)

HUEIMIN & YINGRU & JAMIE & XIUMIN & YUTIAN & ZIHUI & MARYANNE & MICHELLE & LULU & PATPAT & SAMANTHA & YVONNE (my awesome kindergarden kids)

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

3 UNITY ! MY AWESOME-EST-EST POWERPUFF GIRLS ! I LOVE U ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-05-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

RANDOM QUIZ :D

Are u single? YUPPS (:

What is ur favourite number? ALOT !

What song is stuck in ur head? PARA PARA SAKURA :D

Are u happy with ur life right now ? KIND OF ?

Are u involved with anyone? MY FRIENDS & FAMILY ? :/

What is ur favourite subject in school? NOT SURE. DRAMA ?

What should you be doing right now? SLEEP :/

Why are u single? WHY DONT YOU TELL ME ?

What are u doing tomorrow? GOING OUT WITH CHARMAINE

What's the last thing u ate? APPLE

What were u doing at ten last night? READING BOOK ?

What were u doing at midnight last night? SLEEPING & DREAMING

What was the last song you listened to? CANT RMB :/

Can u recall the last time u sincerely liked someone? NAH

Are you afraid of falling in love? 50-50

How many windows are open on ur computer? ONE WINDOW, THREE TABS :D (i like opening tabs)

What will u be doing after this? SLEEP

Do u enjoy late night phone conversations? YES :D (when im not tired)

Do u like to cuddle? CUDDLE MY TEDDY & BOSTER ? YES :D

When was the last time u saw number three on your top friends? HUHHH ?

What do u think of starbucks coffee? AWESOME <3

When was the last time u met someone u really liked? CANT RMB :/

Do u have a camera? YES. but its not really MINE. its my mum's D:

What CD did u last buy? CANT RMB

Honestly, is someone on ur mind? YES :D

Can u play any instruments? YUPPS :D

Have u ever wished dat u can go back and change something? MOST OF THE TIME :D

Whats something you really want right now? TO MEET & SHAKE HANDS WITH FAHRENHEIT AGAIN ! D:

Last time u had butterflies in ur stomach? THURSDAY ? sec 3 camp HIGH ELEMENTS :D

Who was the last person you had deep conversations with? HMMMMM YUNKAI !

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart? YUPPS ! BUT THE PTHER PERSON MIUST BE WILLING !

Do you think age matters in love? YES ! (no offense)

Do you do a cartwheel? NAH

Can u touch ur toes? USED TO. NOW, I SUCK

Can your tongue touch ur nose? NOPE

Did u ever want to be a doctor? YES

Did u ever want to be a fire fighter? NOPE

Did u ever want to be a teacher? YES

Did u ever break the law? I GUESS ?

Do u like rollercoasters? YUPPS !

Do you own a bike? USED TO

Do u like footballs? USED TO. KIND OF

The Last person u hung out with? YUNKAI :D MY FAMILY ? We went out for dinner

Last car ride? FRIDAY .

What was the last thing u had to drink? MILO

What was the last movie u watched? 17 AGAIN

What is the last thing u read? STORY BOOK

Who last talked to u on the phone? MEL

Who do u miss right now? MY MUM

Have you ever failed a subject? YES !

Accomplished a life goal? MEETING FAHRENHEIT AT LEAST ONCE ? :D

Tagg : EVERYONE WHO READ THIS !

2009-04-25T20:57:00.003+08:00

WHOOOTS :D watched 17 AGAIN yesterday. ok seems like im quite lag since i'm only posting this today - NOW

watched it with XINYI &&& SINBING ! AWESOME <333>

YAY STOP SAYING HANNAH MONTANA SUCKS OK ! (random-ness) but thats cause i wrote it in xinyi's diary that on my birthday she is to say hannah montana and miley cyrus rocks to make me happy. AHAHA ! and i know this is like all the way in august but on AUGUST TWENTY SIX (most important day of everyone's life), SAY FAHRENHEIT ROCKS ESPECIALLY AARON AND MILEY CYRUS a.k.a HANNAH MONTANA ROCKS !

back to main topic. Zac Efron was quite funny in the movie but his best friend was like AHAHHA ! we ate like yogurt throughout the movie and it was kind of gross when we saw the remains. LOL. Xinyi was SUPER jealous when SB and i suan her and said we're going to sit together HAHA :D and i went all the way back to school cause my mum's apparently fetching me from there -_-

At night mel talked to me and she had to repeat her lines TWICE 10 minutes before we put down the phone cause i was falling asleep and was like "huh what you say?" LOL . OOPS :D YEAH OK. THATS IT I GUESS ! AWWW MISSING THE 3 RETARDS-MATES :D

2009-04-22T18:07:00.003+08:00

SNCO WE FREAKING DID IT !

WE GOT IT BACK ! WE GOT WHAT WE WANTED !

GOLD WITH HONOURS !!! <333

2009-04-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

SYF IS COMING. WE'LL GET OUT GWH BACK !

ALL THE WAY SNCO !

GOLD WITH HONOURS !!! WE ROCK <3

2009-04-09T21:20:00.001+08:00

OMG.
13 DAYS.
5 PRACTICES.
CAN WE DO IT ?!
ITS TIME TO FLY ! ITS NOW OR NEVER !

JIAYOUS ! ♥

2009-04-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

GOODNESS GRACIOUS. TIRING DAY !

OH YEAH.
SNCO went HCI for CO interaction today and first we had sectionals. truthfully speaking, it didn't do any good cause we didn't even get to see the HCI ppl play during the sectionals. YA. AND MAGG HIT JACKPOT ! I MUST SAY !

Anyways, we played games. even though my group's not the most enthu one, we played quite good for our games ! CHEERS TO GROUP THREE ! :D Sorry for showing black face (if you've seen it) cause was just PMS-ing . AND I MISSED THE FUN PART. where we combined. i wanna see and hear for myself how good they are. and the next interaction we might have is like what ? YEARS LATER? SIAN.

AHAHA ok and drama is like quite tiring cause i was falling asleep throughout the whole performance and i keep whispering to charmaine "Very sleepy~~" ok shall stop (: QUITE TIRED.

P.S. I WANT TO HEAR THEIR SONGS ! DAMN ~~ D:

2009-03-31T21:22:00.004+08:00

OMG SUNDAY WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE ! :D TOTALLY AWESOME !
I spoke to both AARON AND JIRO. LIKE OMG !
Shall post photos when my friends unload it :D
For now, enjoy the album photos.

FAHRENHEIT IS HOT !

HYPERVENTILATING ♥

OMG THEY'RE DAMN HOT :D you might think some not shuai one, but in real life, EACH OF THEM IS DAMN HOT ! <3

AWWW SO CUTE !

AARON's THE BEST ! LOVE HIM LIKE MAD ! ♥

OH MAN ! :D SWEETNESS. Too bad sunday he was quite quiet D: must be tired! Jiro's eyes were red too !

OMG I TOTALLY LOVE THEIR NEW JAP SONG ONLY YOU ! ITS DAMN COOL ! ♥♥

2008-12-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

OMG WENT BUGIS SHOPPING :D

Spent like 63.60 bucks total .
55.50 bucks on clothes and earrings , 8.10 bucks on food :D

OMG BOUGHT A TOTAL OF EIGHT PAIR OF EARRINGS (:
8PAIRS FOR 10 BUCKS . so damn worth it can !
And bought like TWO tube dresses. SUPER CUTE . so i must slim down for it
might be wearing one for TWILIGHT goldclass (:
it was a blast ! <33

Next time Lorena , Yun Kai , should wear our tube dress and bring our same purse and just like GO OUT TOGETHER :D

<333s

2008-11-25T23:52:00.003+08:00

THE SEPERATION .
THE ILLNESS .
THE CAUSE .

I NEVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN .
but it did.

2008-11-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS SO HUMILIATING.

i went up the escalator and just as i was going to take a step , my feet couldn't move . so both yuting and i looked down and my stupid slipper was stuck on the escalator ! i tok my foot out and the slipper was like hanging in mid air . thanks to the escalator-incharge-ppl (??) they stopped it and reverse the thing so my slipper came out --- DAMAGED BADLY . ARGH .

if you want to see photos , go to denise's blog .

HA.

2008-11-06T23:58:00.002+08:00

ok so today was so weird cause like on my way to council meeting , i saw this guy waiting for the traffic light . i was guessing he was ang moh since it was quite far . then suddenly , another guy , his friend snuck up to him and hugged him in the waist (like what mel always do. HAHA) . yes weird ? i know . HAHA .
and i don know why i'm going for the rehearsal when im not even going to attend the investiture . sigh . but thankfully im going GENTING ! with my sister (damnnnn) like totally ruins my mood -_________-
i think we're quite screwed for night trail cause like we still dont have a plot and everything . HAHA .

2008-10-29T22:32:00.007+08:00

HAHA YESTERDAY 'S SO HILARIOUS .

so went for council dance . i was practically just like trying to disgrace myself since like i dont know the steps at all. and went with Hillary to amk hub to get charcoal . supposed to go bishan to get from her friend her jacket. in the end -- cancelled . ok so we walked around NTUC and looked aimlessly for the sign that says BBQ section . seriously . you heard of BBQ section before meh ? and then Hillary asked if need to buy Tongs. so i said Ying Tong bringing cause i saw the list so we just shrugged it off and bought magarine . went to khatib to meet Jia Min and Hannah . supposed to meet Charlyn but she reached alrdy . -_- and talked about bad experiences on the bus . and hillary's bad experience with old man stalkers ppl.

BBQ was fun . despite the fact that we started off with good fire and then watch it die off thinking ALL the charcoals have to be burn . so CHARCOAL DOES NOT = WOOD . yeah . wasted most of the fire starters. yingtong was so smart to book a pit the very last minute . haha hillary dedicated a long speech for her ! :D Had World War 3 with a lizard. tortured it like shi. :/ played Amazing Race . oh my was so hilarious cause we were screaming for the answer. and hillary , sad to say this but when you passed hannah and liting's puzzle thingo, it was already opened ! HAHA . but its true i did solve it before. but oh wells ! <333>

So it was fun . sat liting's dad's car home. his dad looks so fierce but then he's so nice. drove me all the way back home. ok heartland mall luh. saw Denise and Jerlyn there waiting for bus. went home and taught my sis science thinking it would take so long cause there's 3 chapters but forgetting that shes P3 so one chapter has only 4 pages -________- damn . played the guiness pool whatever game with sherrilyn online. so since im a noob, i deserve credits. HAHA ! 23 -22 , 36 - 9 , 45 - 3 . only won the last game and sherrilyn claims to have rang wo. GAH. HAAH.

talked to charmaine on the phone for 5 minutes and her mum came scolding and the last 3 sentences was "What an Idiot." "What did you say?" "Bye." oh myyyyyy.

Charlyn trying to light up the fire starter.

jiayoussss

my turnnnnn. actually, i was trying to burn the lizard. (If you can see)

if you can see, i was gonna throw this thing onto the lizard.

2008-10-24T21:48:00.006+08:00

HEY HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 !

HSM 3 !

THEY ALL LOOK FINE ~~~

OMG ASHLEY & VANESSA LOOK SO PRETTY !

ONCE AGAIN . YAYNESS !

ASHLEY IS SO PRETTY :D <33>

DEDICATED TO ZAC & VANESSA <3

GIRLS !

GUYS !

Dedicate this post to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL and :

ZAC EFRON ---- TROY BOLTON

VANESSA HUDGENS ---- GABRIELLA MONTEZ

ASHLEY TISDALE ---- SHARPAY EVANS

LUCAS GRABEEL ---- RYAN EVANS

CORBIN BLEU ---- CHAD DANFORTH

MONIQUE COLEMAN ---- TAYLOR MCKESSIE

Olesya Rulin ---- Kelsi Nielsen

Ryne Sanborn ---- Jason Cross

Jemma McKenzie-Brown ---- Tiara Gold

Matt Prokop ---- Jimmy Zara / The Rocket

Justin Martin ---- Donny Dion

Chris Warren , jr ---- Zeke Baylor

Kaycee Stroh ---- Martha Cox

Alyson Reed ---- Ms Darbus

Bart Johnson ---- Jack Bolton

Leslie Wing ---- Lucille Bolton

And of course <333>

Now Or Never -- HSM

Right Here, Right Now -- Zac & Vanessa

I Want It All -- Ashley & Lucas

Can I Have This Dance -- Zac & Vanessa

A Night To Remember -- HSM

Just Wanna Be With You -- Lucas , Olesya , Vanessa & Zac

The Boys Are Back -- Zac & Corbin

Walk Away -- Vanessa

Scream -- Zac

Senior Year Spring Musical -- HSM

We're All In This Together (Graduation Mix) -- HSM

High School Musical -- HSM !

BYE HSM ! D: I'LL MISS THIS ! & YOU GUYS ! <3

2008-10-24T20:08:00.007+08:00

HIGH . SCHOOL . MUSICAL . 3 . THE BESTTT !

jerlyn and i were basically the first two people to watch it ! :D went to amk hub early morning to buy the tickets and went for the 11am slot . FIRST SLOT ! :D and after the whole thing , let me tell you , it was super duper awesome !!!! :DDDD But i need more Ashley and Lucas :D BUT THEN ! I don't mind spending my money and watch another 10 times ! <3333>

OMG LISTENING TO THEIR SONGS NOW .

i need their soundtrack !!!!!!!
next post shall be dedicated to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL :D

2008-10-17T11:50:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA can YOU believe it ?

I'm in school .
I'm using the computer .
It's not end of school hours yet .
The teacher's still teaching .
I'm not just blogging , IM ONLINE ! :D

HAHA AREN'T I SMART ? (:

TRANSLATION IS SO not GOOD !
TRANSLATION DOES not HELP US !

translation sucks like shit :/

BYE(:

2008-10-12T16:38:00.003+08:00

FUCK OFF ASSHOLES .

go ahead . scold me , point all your fingers at me . i don't give a damn anymore .

since you guys kept saying that it is my responsibility to help THAT IDIOT. fine. I SWEAR . I WILL NOT COMPLAIN A WORD ABOUT HER ANYMORE . OR ELSE I WILL CUT MYSELF AND DIE . i mean it .

i complain and then you JUST have to ruin the mood by saying that i'm the sister so i should just give in to her and you might think that i get angry at every little thing but let me tell you people . i don't ok? i have anger management . maybe you guys don't believe but i don't care . just say all your accuses. be like THEM . why should i change when i'm the only one doing it. why should i change when THEY don't? what ? cause IM THE SISTER . thats why !?

Just forget it man. and remember. i SWORE. so if i complain ANYTHING about her to ANYONE else, i will do what i'm supposed to. haha . no worries . i can surpress my anger . yeah ? im mad ? haha maybe :/

I think i'll go mad someday with all my frustration . and of course ! when i say i will not complain , this will be the last post i'm complaining about her . after this , thats it. and if i want to die , hear me complain :D i wont post anything about her ANYMORE . i can complain about everyone else except my family . so there. happy ? no one can say anything about me being a bad sister anymore . so i won't ever speak to her ever again . if you guys come to my house one day , its not a family . its just an individual like me being in a place i don't belong hoping to get out someday .

last post .

2008-10-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

goodness . guess what i just watched ?

A GUY GETTING PREGNANT .

so it goes like a guy , has big stomach . then they didn't suspect anything cause he used to eat alot when he was young . HOWEVER , his stomach got bigger everyday and his actions are those of a pregnant woman. OH MY FREAK and it is said that man giving birth is NOT SURPRISING. WTF ? so he's pregnant ? but my mum says must be a snake growing inside . WAO .

now you know . so later he fainted on his way back from the fields cause stomach pain . so he was sent to hospitals . and the freaky news is that when the doctor tried to feel his organs at his waist . but it was shifted ? OMG . and then the doctor wanted him to wake up to proceed to his next step however the next morning , he's gone ! IS HE HIDING SOMETHING ?

so actually there's SOMETHING not SOMEONE ? he's been having THAT THING for 30 plus years . and he went back AGAIN . but the next day he fainted AGAIN so sent to hospital . and they discovered that it's some kind of dunno what thing . however , because it's so dangerous , surgery is desperately needed . but HE and HIS FAMILY didn't want to because of the costs . and then the hospital made a BIG SACRIFICE . by giving him surgery for FREE . cool ( next time use this method , not that i want to get surgery :/ ) so WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THEY SO THE SURGERY !?

so inside is actually his sibling ? ok it goes like this . there is a kind of disease called whatsoever . and IF your mum has twins , then MAYBE one twin would "wrap" around the other of they would stick together , so for his case , inside his stomach is his sibling ? and the villagers discriminated him so he couldn't take it anymore and finally hang himself and DIED . poor thang , ended his life so early . HOWEVER , i STILL DON GET IT . freak the chinese chimology :/

FREAKY ? COOL ? GROSS ?

i say

LOL :D (but its not funny)

2008-10-08T21:15:00.001+08:00

finally.

it's over .

2008-10-06T21:07:00.003+08:00

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .

I am so pissed now ! it's like hello ? i'm trying to be nice and there you are being such a fucking hypocrite! who wanted to listen to the fucking song ? YOU ! who had allowed to listen even though i'm doing practices for my chinese paper ? ME ! and when you fucking requested for it to be louder , i don't know what got into my brain but i made it louder ! see ? i've been trying to change so our relationship can improve but here you are once again declaring my failure ! last time was the same ! that's why i gave up but now i thought , if i can change , maybe you can change ? but i was wrong ! you didn't ! you take advantage for my actions and starts climbing over my head !

When mum came in , and asked if we were studying , we both said yes . and when she asked if we are able to study with music , i said i wasn't the one who wanted it . and YOU being fucking not appreciative pushed the fucking blame to me and said I WAS THE ONE WHO TURNED ON THE MUSIC . EXCUSE ME ? may i ask who is it for ? For me is it ? i don't even want to listen to that fucking song and you pushed the blame to me ? and of course i felt betrayed and tried to say it's not my fault and that YOU wanted it but then YOU said I was the one who had turned it on . so YOU are losing in the arguement cause i turn it on for what ? for you ? and you listen to it for what ? to disturb me ? so clearly , you are in the fault !

So i got really pissed when you insisted that i was the one who turned it on and i shut off the windows media player and got super angry and slammed down my fist to write on the practice paper . and this is the even more fucking unreasonable which is mum actually SIDED with fucking YOU by scolding ME . HELLO ? is this biased ? I THINK SO . so i rolled my eyes super hard as i'm not going to give a fucking damn about what mum might say cause BOTH YOU TWO ARE NOT MAKING ANY SENSE . one is a back stabber and the other one is one who DID NOT CHANGE after reading her own daughter's reflections claiming that everyone just comes back to me and i'm the problematic one . but don't you think you have problems too ? i;ve already requested you to be less biased towards HER but you didn't ! i've tried to change after you talked to me about what is my problem and how come SHE doesn't listen to me BUT I'M THE ONLY ONE MAKING AN EFFORT HERE . i mean like FUCK YOU. hello ? what's the use of me trying to improve our relationship when you two are the same all over again !? and if i don't change , i will be ACCUSED of being problematic . SO WHAT OR WHO EXACTLY IS THE PROBLEM NOW !?

I feel so stupid trusting YOU and relying on YOU to lecture HER for being unreasonable with her arguements but i was totally wrong . i think i shouldn't even have been born . you said i don't talk to you much . but have you ever thought of the times when i tried to start a conversation but somehow it will end abruptly cause you just simply didn't care ? So everything now lies with me to solve !? i'm not saying i don't have problems but what are the causes ? it's you two ok . i've really had enough . i don't even want to do well for anything or change my ways to speaking to both of you . but if i don' change , i'll get scoldings ! FROM WHO !? PRACTICALLY EVERYONE !

fuck you all .

2008-10-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

you know what ?

i should just leave .

2008-10-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

i cant stand it anymore.

i can only hold it as long as after EOYs.

freak. why did things turn out this way?
our relationship seems so cold now. is it the problem with me?

at the brim alrdy.

2008-08-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

TWO MORE DAYS :D

2008-08-15T23:04:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE ! <3333

2008-08-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

In less than a few hours .
the time is here .
the people are fighting for it .
i don have to .

BREAKING . DAWN . IS . HERE .

2008-07-25T21:00:00.004+08:00

quote of the dayS

Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."
Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"
Alice: "I do. Excellent."

Bella: "Oh, Mike! How will I go on?"

Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you."

Emmett: "Oooo, scary."

Bella: "Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?"

Charlie: "Bells, we're up to bat."

Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating."

Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?"

Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."
Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood."

Edward: "Oops."

Renee: "Alice wouldn't let us do anything else. Every time we tried, she all but ripped our throats out."

Edward: "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

Rosalie: "Over my pile of ashes."

Edward: "You look so guilty—like you've committed a crime."

looking forward to 4th august .
going crazy in nine days .

2008-07-16T20:24:00.004+08:00

Starting time: 10.29pm

Name: XINLING

Sisters: ONE , XINYI

Brothers: NONE

Shoe size: ERM . not sure ? 37 , 38 , 39 . ( as long as i don't squash my feet or have my shoe dropped out while walking , it's fine . )

Height: 160 ++ Can't really remember. :/

Where do you live: Singapore

Favourite drinks: MILO . HAHA i like buy it almost everyday ! *winks at charmaine*

Favourite breakfast: BREAD + HAM / CHOCOLATE / EGG or just PLAIN

Have you ever been on a plane?: It 's a stupid question but i'll answer it anyways . YES (:

Swam in the ocean: ERM . yes ?

Fallen asleep at school: AHAHA ! YES ! like take a POWER NAP . shall i tell you when i sleep ? MORNING ASSEMBLY . AFTER COPYING NOTES (like if im fast then i got like few seconds to sleep) . WHEN TEACHER DOING SOMETHING ELSE .

Broken someone’s heart: YES D:

Fell off your chair: HAH . i was being like PLAYFUL and rocking on my chair . but the last person i SAW people my age fall off was YORKLYN . HAH .

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: ERM . most of the time i call . but yes i will wait for calls (:

Saved e-mails: HUH ? i don't get the question .

What is your room like: DEFINITELY NOT PINK :/. ERM . what can i say ? my table's messy :/

What’s right beside you: FOOD :D

What is the last thing you ate: CHOCOLATE BREAD (mum bought it for me)

Ever had chicken pox: YAH . then next time i won't get anymore !

Sore throat: YES .

Stitches: YES ! like so damn pain ! especially when running some stupid morning jog / 2.4 (TEDIOUS!)

Broken nose: NAH .

Do you believe in love at first sight: YES ! EDWARD CULLEN and my relationship is LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT ! *hyperventilating* !

Like picnics: YES ! like so damn cool with the picnis basket , sandwiches , fruits , meat etc. especially romantic with your lover :D

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: JOANNA O:

Last smile you made: ERM NOW ? :D

You last yelled at: MY SISTER ! :/

Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: HAHA YES . i just LOVE my friends / mother / father / grandma ( note how i didn't include my sister )

Kissed anyone: ERM . YES . EDWARD CULLEN :D

Miss someone: YES . erm NO . crap i don't know LUH

Eat: I'm eating right now . what do ya think ? (:

Best feeling in the world: HAPPINESS / FREEDOM / LOVE

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes . sometimes lah . now i only love my pillow . it's nicer to hug since i grew like TALLER *laughs at some people*

What’s under your bed: a third bed ! :D (like a triple decker kind of thing)

Who do you really hate: MY SISTER

What time is it now?: SUMMER TIME ! ok fine . 10.31

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now: YES .

Do you have any siblings: UNFORTUNATELY , yes .

Do you want children: ERM . i'll think about it when i grow up .

Do you smile often: YES ! like 99.9 % (that 0.1 % is always when my sister is around . crap . i complain so much about her . HECK)

Do you like your hand-writing : ERM . sometimes i like , sometimes i don't like :D

Are your toe nails painted: NO .

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: IF i had time to sleep , ERM anyone's fine :D

What color shirt are you wearing now: MY PYJAMAS which is like brownish .

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: ERM . yesterday , tuesday , should be in my senior 's car if not in mrt :/ (i don't have good memory)

When did you cry last: i remember when i was SUPER angry with my sister and mother (cause she was being biased) and HOT tears come flowing down . like damn angry luh .

Are you a friendly person: YES ! i've been told i'm over friendly that i would talk to any strangers on the street . like please lah i'm not psycho .

Do you have any pets: NO . i 'm terrified of dogs , my grandma 's terrified of cats , and my mum just doesn't allow them . but i used to have fish . and my father feeds them INSECTS he caught in the house which is like after hearing my ear splitting screams .

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: HATRED - SISTER (at home) . LOVE - FAMILY (mother went out buy stuff , father driving home) . FRIENDS (i'm not a stalker so i don't know where they are .)

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: ERM . was it JOANNA or JERLYN ? :/ and yah . we are like the stay back click :D

Do you sleep with the TV on?: YES ! and i always REGRET it ! ):

What are you doing right now?: DRINKING . EATING . BLOGGING .

Have you ever crawled through a window?: ERM . yes HAHA and the reason was i wanna see how it feels like to have one leg stuck out of my 14 th floor window . DANGEROUS ? i know ! :D

Can you handle the truth?: YES . but sometimes it's harsh . ):

Are you too forgiving?: I can forgive ANYONE but my sister . i just have something against her . HAHA .

Are you closer to your mother or father?: if i'm angry at my mum , i'm closer to my dad . if i'm angry with my dad , i'm closer to my mum :D

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: MYSELF too . i don't cry in front of my parents .
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: ERM LOADS (: cause like FAMILY except you-know-who . FRIENDS - so many lah can .

Do you eat healthy?: ERM . CHOCOLATES , CHIPS , NOODLES . if that's healthy ? HAHA then yes . O:

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : YES . either touched , hurt , angered .

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: ERM . CHARMAINE . MELISSA . JERLYN .

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: I hope you're not going deaf :D BUT i'm nothing compared to MEL . so if i can make you deaf , then mel ... *goosebumps . wonders what would happen to your ears *

Are you confident?: HAHA quite ? except sometimes where my devil comes out and says ' you'll ruin everything' and then i'm like hestitant . :/

5 things I was doing 10 years ago ( i was 3+ ):

ERM . didn't i mention my memory wasn't good ?

5 things on my to-do list today :

1. FIND A CARD

2. find time to SLEEP .

3. study for test .

4. homework .

5. killing my sister .

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. CHOCOLATES

2. COFFEE ICE CREAM

3. CHIPS

4. SWEETS

5. MORE CHOCOLATES ! :D

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

I'll tell you when the time comes (:

5 of my bad habits:

1. not sleeping ENOUGH D:

2. SLACKING

3. always 'HECK LAH'

4. spend too much time whiling bathing

5. spend too much time with TV . COMPUTER .

5 places I have lived in:

1. MY HOUSE

2. OTHER COUNTRIES

3. SCHOOL

4. FRIEND'S HOUSE

5. MY OWN LITTLE WORLD :D

5 jobs I’ve had:

my job is to LOVE EDWARD CULLEN (: (one and only)

5 people I tag:

EVERYONE who read this ! and watever mans ! even if there 's more than 5 people who read this , i can't count . HAH.

2008-07-11T22:24:00.001+08:00

DIE. SO SCREWED. ITS A DISASTER. *^%#(*&^#%

i need to find it soon. or the guilt will haunt me.

2008-06-30T20:42:00.002+08:00

OH MAN ! SATURDAY AND SUNDAY WERE JUST PLAIN CRAZY .
it would be if you were with the oh-so-crazy-insane MAGDALENE O:
yes i know . -_____- that explains EVERYTHING .

there was just SO MUCH STUFF to say but i'll just summarise it .

We laughed like shit throughout the WHOLE DAY .
We heck care about what the people are going to say about us .
We created sarcasm for the PIPAs :D
We were just PLAIN MAD . :/

Some funny sarcasm .

GIRL A : Can you lead ?
GIRL B : Yes i can !
GIRL A : Are you sure ?
GIRL B : DUHH ! i can lead as well as YUTING !
GIRL A :SO YOU CAN'T LEAD LAH !

-laughs-

GIRL A : Are you strong ?
GIRL B : Yes i am !
GIRL A : Are you sure ?
GIRL B : DUHH ! i'm as strong as clarisse !
GIRL A :SO YOU ARE DAMN WEAK LAH !

-laugh even more-

GIRL A : you dislike HUO ?
GIRL B : no i don't !
GIRL A : Are you sure ?
GIRL B : DUHH ! I like her as much as HONG WEI !
GIRL A :SO YOU HATE HER LAH !

-laughters-

GIRL A : Can you sing ?
GIRL B : Yes i can !
GIRL A : Are you sure ?
GIRL B : DUHH ! i can sing as well as XINLING !
GIRL A :SO YOU BREAK MIRRORS LAH !

-more laughters-

GIRL A : Are you dumb ?
GIRL B : No i'm not !
GIRL A : Are you sure ?
GIRL B : YES ! I'm as smart as MAGDALENE !
GIRL A :SO YOU ARE AN IDIOT LAH !

-even more laughters-

GIRL A : You eat alot you know ?
GIRL B : HUH ? no i dont !
GIRL A : YES i think so loh !
GIRL B : NO ! i eat as little as MARILYN !
GIRL A : SO YOU EAT ALOT LAH !
GIRL B : NO I'M NOT LIKE THE PIG !

-louder laughters then before-

GIRL A : You are so tanned !
GIRL B : HUH ? no i 'm not !
GIRL A : YES i you are!
GIRL B : NO ! I'm as white as MARILYN !
GIRL A : SO YOU 'RE DAMN BLACK LAH !
GIRL B : NO I'M NOT LIKE THE CHARCOAL !

-screams with laughters-

So MAIN POINT :

- ROLL
- OPEN EYES BIG AND WIDE
- MEI GUI HUA !!!!
- YOU SIAO AH !

YES Those who doesn't understand too bad .

P.S. mag don't scream with laughter after recalling these events k :D
P.S.S.Yes marilyn i know you don actually understand and we are NOT RETARDS k ! :D

12 DEC ! <3

2008-06-24T21:42:00.005+08:00

SO PRETTY! :D

SO HOT ! <33>

SO LOVELY! (((:

<3333

OMG .

TWILIGHT TRAILER IS JUST SO AWESOME .

EDWARD CULLEN is so damn HOT ! :D
Yes He's strictly MINE ! XINLING CULLEN (that's the name!)

And you gotta admit it mary ! abit slow on the "obsessed with twilight and edward cullen" contagious flu ! :D JIAYOUs on keeping your mind on O's and then we can think about screaming in our SEATS on CHRISTMAS ! :D

counting down to august when i will have sleepless night reading the book. shit . i scared i will finish it in a few days ): it's so ADDICTIVE ! and i have to wait for A WHOLE LOT of months for the next book ): maybe being SLOW is good after all .

BREAKING DAWN! :D

hyperventilating .

2008-06-23T16:07:00.002+08:00

oh man . CHANGING SEATS !

i'm so going to miss JAM(ES) and SHUU GABREEL :D

and of course my fellow FLYSTER , FLYMUM , MATHS GODDESS :D

today is so damn irritating! you can't explain the disappointment i felt right then.

WAO. such high marks. i almost fainted.

JAM(ES) slapped me on the arm . i opened the test paper . thinking of it , it's not my hand writing . look a few more times . decides to turn to front page . CHAN LI TING . WTH!?

it's not my paper! and it's so not funny cause liting scored HIGH ): and my mood just went *flush* and down the toilet .

after getting back my paper , i can just DIE . so low ? what kind of thing is this ? to think i had confidence after taking my test . i was quite happy about the test (i still rmb) . feeling so devastated . i tell you , so UPSET . can you imagine one moment you're all JUMPING-FOR-JOY cause you got quite high , and then you realised it 's the WRONG paper and when you got back yours , the difference in marks is just so BIG! ):

and i can't find my hw! i remembered putting it into my file when i was packing my bag and JUST when i needed it , it disappeared. darn it . either forgot to bring or i lost it . my GG! ): anyways , can this day get any worse ? NO IDEA :/ but i think it will .

P.S. what a way to start a day CHARMAINE ! your 'looking-under-the-skirt' incident with those lesbians LOL :D (JK~)

DEVASTATED.

2008-06-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

ARGH. homework craze.

I . NEED . TO . FINISH . MY . HOMEWORK !

D:

everytime i say that , i go back to the computer and PLAY / WATCH VIDEOs
i wonder when will my homework be done! D:

2008-06-14T20:24:00.001+08:00

SUCKER.
i'm trying so hard to refrain from the F word and YOU DO NOT MAKE ME SAY IT OUT LOUD.

loser.

2008-06-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

OK THAT'S IT AGAIN!!

I WILL NOT STAND ANOTHER MINUTE TALKING OR ARGUEING OR FIGHTING WITH YOU OR EVEN LOOK AT YOU!

YOU ARE THE WORST ANIMAL ON EARTH. I PRATICALLY HATE YOU TO THE CORE SO WHY DON'T YOU JUST DISAPPEAR FOR GOOD! LIKE HAVE A CAR BANG YOU DOWN, OR JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING BY ACCIDENT (since you're such a PIG) OR MAYBE JUST GET KILLED CAUSE THE MURDERER MISTOOK YOU FOR THE VICTIM OR DROWN IN THE POOL.
WHATEVER!

JUST GO AND FREAKING DIE!
AND YES EVEN IF YOU DID, I WON'T FEEL ANY BIT OF REMORSE. OK MAYBE I WILL CAUSE I MIGHT FEEL GUILTY FOR CURSING YOU BUT I WILL BE SO FREALING GLAD YOU ARE SO DEAD! OUT OF MY LIFE! MAYBE I'LL SHED A FEW CROCODILE TEARS (you don't even know what it means. probably you'll say i'm crying like a crocodile or sth = STUPID.) SO GO AWAY!

I am so NOT JOKING.
FREAKO.

2008-06-13T18:22:00.002+08:00

manzxzxzxz.

just discovered that lucas was INITIALLY supposed to act in the suite life of zack and cody.

but zac took the role.

D:

these few days are just homework. homework. homework. (MUST FINISH BY SUNDAY)
darn it.

D:

2008-06-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

oh . my . gosh .

i need to finish my homework soon .

or else i won't reach my target . [ finished everything by this sunday 15 / 06 ]

oh man can't wait for CO BBQ .

oh man don't want school to reopen .

oh man i need to hurry make my presents .

oh man i need to hurry learn my piano scores .

oh man . oh man . oh man . oh man .

recently got abit more obssessed with HSM! :D

and yes i like LUCAS more than ZAC.

i like ASHLEY more than VANESSA.

:D

2008-06-09T23:31:00.003+08:00

a) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.Replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

b) Tag some people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they are tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.I'm tagged by fellow musician JERLYN! :D

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

ERM. (long chain of thoughts went through my mind). maybe i'll show him my disappointed face , make him feel guilty , than make him regret , then tell myself to get over it cause it's not worth it , and GET ON WITH LIFE ! ( I'll go look for a better LOVER :D )

2. What kind of people do you dislike?

ERM. those that complain and tells your mum EVERYTHING you do (my sister) . Hypocrites . Back stabber . Smokers ( get lung cancer then you know! ) . People who just irritates you TO THE CORE .

3. What will your dream wedding be like?

OF COURSE I WANT A GRAND ONE! (: like invite everyone i know, held at sme grand place, or maybe a church?? and everyone cheering for the groom and bride! ( i don't wanna wake up! :D )

4. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

FRIENDS . FAMILY . COMPUTER . HANDPHONE .

5. What's your ideal lover like?

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS . LOVING . ROMANTIC . TALLER THAN ME ( at least half a head) . GOOD-LOOKING . KIND . LOYAL . TRUSTWORTHY . UNDERSTANDING . SENSITIVE . he needs to have INNER & OUTER BEAUTY . (fine i'm demanding :D)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

LOVING SOMEONE & BEING LOVE BY THAT SOMEONE IS MOST BLESSED (: Yes ok i agree with JERLYN. both are equally blessed. It's a pleasure to love someone because you get all red & hot if you meet the person (no i haven't experienced it) . and how great is it to know that someone actually loves you right now and is thinking of you and gets all red & hot if he / she meets you. ( yes my wonderful theory (: thx )

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Until i don't love that person anymore . Maybe at most five years? Cause you never know if your heart will move and beat for another person while waiting . It's dangerous to make someone you love wait for you .

8. If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is already attached, what would you do?

ERM . A letter that i wrote and maybe i'll confess in the letter and of course give the two lovebirds my blessing and maybe lie that i alrdy got on with life cause i found myself a bf in order not to make the guy feel guilt . ( I'll see when the time comes ! )

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

YES . ( you didn't ask what so i'm not telling you)

10. Is there anything that has made you happy these days?

YES . ( you didn't ask what so i'm not talling you AGAIN. )

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

ERM . VERY SUCCESSFUL ! Living in a VERY LUXIOUS place and earning LOADS of money and MAYBE by then i'll have a bf ? :D ( Still not waking up ! )

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

FAMILY (now i'm starting to wonder) . FRIENDS ( same level / junior / senior / ex-scholmates )

13. What feeling do you hate the most?

The feeling of wanting to DIE . LOSING HOPE . It's really scary i tell you cause if you don't control and restrain those feelings , they'll just take over and who knows what will happen . Its seriously scary .

14. Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?

Married & Rich ? :D But i need to know if i'm actually happy that i'm married to the person . ( I'll see when the time comes . Let's hope it doesn't )

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

Check the TIME .

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?

Yes i use to think is giving it all too . Now, reality caught up with me and i realised , what's the point of giving it all if the person doesn't love you at all?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

The one who really & truely CARE for me and always BEING THERE when i'm down and the one who i REALLY WANT TO MEET / REALLY MISS when i'm alone .

18. What do you think Heaven is like?

If i ever go to heaven , i'll be standing in front of this BIG GOLDEN gate ( not everything golden. the colour is hard to describe ) . Then when the gate opens, there'll be this LONG staircase which i'll be walking and finally when i reach, there'll be this door and two angels standing gurad . they will then open the door and i'll hear a voice . " We've been expecting you . " and i step into the door in my white and goldish cloth thingo and the door closes behind me . Inside, there'll be lots of storeys , rooms , with this hollow and big spaced hall where i'm standing right now . [ my imagination is going wild and i don't want to die YET . ]

19. Have you ever found someone so irritating that you want to just throw them into the slime pool?

Yes and right now , is my sister .

20. What would you do if the world was going to die in one day?

ERM . Of course spend my last day with everyone i know, and make sure we don't close our eyes until the very last moment . we hold hands the very very last moment as we disappear . [ oh my gosh i really can't imagine if the world was going to die in one day . i feel like crying now . ]

I didn't change any questions but i don't know if anyone who did this earlier changed so there .

I'm going to tag:

- CHARMAINE
- CHRISTINE
- SHU QING
- HILLARY
- CHAI

2008-06-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

THATS IT.

YOU'VE REALLY CROSSED THE LINE.

IM NOT GOING TO HOLD BACK ANYMORE.

fuck off

2008-06-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

OH MAN!
QUOTES OF THE DAY!

"Next time you go concert, grab SAACHA along cause she will somehow get the people to notice you."

"I was FORCED to smile at DJ"

"Anyways mag has a new bf from hci!"

"HAHA. YES. i find it so AMUSING that marilyn find it so AMUSING that i have AMUSINGLY long hair. :D"

"Its AMUSING how xinling finds it AMUSING that marilyn finds it AMUSING that xinling has AMUSINGLY long hair!"

"Its so AMUSING tt magdalene find it AMUSING tt I find it AMUSING tt marilyn find it AMUSING tt i have AMUSINGLY long hair. HAH."

oh man. don't you find it amusing too! :D

2008-06-07T11:55:00.001+08:00

OMG! SIGN ME UP!

MY SCHOOL ROCKS!

A TRIP TO HONG KONG DISNEYLAND FOR HSM!

OMGOMGOMG!

HYPERVENTILATING.

:D

2008-06-07T11:21:00.002+08:00

one day, she's sick.

one day, her hands turned numb.

one day, she might not come back.

if the day arrives, what'll i do?

driving the car and suddenly her hands go numb.

don't ever let her drive?

darn.

why do bad stuff always fall uopn me?

darn.

2008-06-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

I want to smile and laugh from the bottom of my heart.
when will i be able to do that?

let me tell you a secret (:
faking a smile is really easy!

you just ignore the cries inside you.
ignore all the harsh treatments you're getting. pretend you cant feel it.
ignore the feeling you're feeling.
whatever you're feeling, just ignore it and smile.

but
how long can i ignore?
how long can i really last?
how long will i cry inside before i break down?
how long will i feel before i totally don't feel anymore?

will i lose my emotions then?

help.
i don't want to lose it.

sorry.

2008-06-05T13:42:00.002+08:00

what the freaking hell is your freaking problem? you think by acting as if you know everything ou have the right to look down on me and reprimand me!?

you idiot ass hole shit face. why are you even here? i never wanted this kind of people to appear in my life. no forget it. maybe SOME people might want to and is glad that you're actually alive.

maybe the one who shouldn't be here is me. the unreasonable scoldings i get. i should just open the window and jump. haha. hilarious.

i'm not joking.

2008-06-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

Just received it.

Looked at it.

Thought of it.

I'm destined to be a failure.

2008-06-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

OMG IM FREAKING PISSED WITH MY SISTER!

acting all good and stuff.

"can you just eat your vegetables?" "Let's go already lahh!" "Don't do that lehh."

(translated from chinese to english.)

WTH!? what right does she have to say this?

i don't like vege she so busybody for what?
i don't want to go out why she forcing me to?
i just WANT to do that cannot issit?

stop acting all goody-goody cause you're apparently SO NOT!

gross.

2008-06-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD.

my mum just helped my sis pluck out her tooth.
like with this *kiap**kiap* thingo.

like omg so gross can!

yes anyways, i am STILL pissed with her.

*roll eyes*

2008-06-02T21:35:00.013+08:00

yes ok today i was so F-ing pissed man! shall tryy to refrain from saying the F word so yes shall just say F.

Anyways, my F-ing sister just had to F-ing come up late causing me to F-ing have to go down to F-ing fetch her like what the F-ing hell can!

yes and then i like F-ing found her with her F-ing new friends she F-ing made during her F-ing swim and apparently her F-ing freaking asshole damnit stupid idiot sucker shit face friend made some F-ing comment about me and mind you you F-er cause i can hear like damn F-ing clearly what you F-ing said and YOU don't try to F-ing act nice like some F-ing DJs i have cause its F-ing irritating and the F-ing friend you F-ing made today is ONE THOUSAND TIMES F-ing worse than you and i can't F-ing believe that your F-ing friend can be SUCH A DUMB ASS to say the F-ing RUDE INSULTING comment F-ing in front of me.

ARE YOU F-ing BLIND!? Yes i think you F-ing are. and i wanted to F-ing GLARE at you but since you look so F-ing small and weably i decided not to since i F-ing thinks that you're F-ing younger than my F-ing sister and also i don't want to F-ing ruin my image and when i was waiting for my F-ing sister to F-ing take her stuff i just happen to stone and space out and F-ing look at the place you're F-ing at so don't you dare give me that F-ing gesture of swinging your head upwards that says : " What lahh! " you F-ing understand.

Yes you just F-ing pissed me off today and IF you are F-ing abit more mature please keep those F-ing comments to yourself cause i F-ing don't need them and also F-ing don't WANT YOUR comment. you stupid idiot sucker asshole shit face stranger who is so much freaking younger than me thinking you can just climb over my head when i never freaking made any comments about you. so now i shall because of your rudeness you just spoilt my mood and if you don't know me well, i tell you im damn scary when im angry and the look i gave you this late afternoon was just 0.1 % of my anger so if i ever see you again, i'll wear a handkerchief and maybe sth to wrap myself up before telling you off and giving you the XINLING's DEADLY STARE. it can do LOADS of HARM to you so you better just F-ing BACK OFF.

Yes ok i didn't mutter a single F word today. and i'm trying to really restrain myself cause the F-ing comment was utmost insulting to ME and you think you're so damn great issit? well you're not because you're such a loser to comment on others before even knowing them so yes you ARE judging a book by its cover you idiot asshole. when you grow up hope you learn that and not stay like such a loser in future. you idiot.

SUCKER.

and now im F-ing pissed at my F-ing sister i REALLY WANT TO SCREAM THE F WORD AT HER MAN! F OFF!

you damnit asshole!

JUST GO AND PERISH OR YES.
PULL THE TRIGGER.
DIE.

2008-06-01T22:12:00.003+08:00

SHIT

there's a cockroach somewhere in my house now. just now opened this cupboard to take the video camera, and saw the cockroach climbing up the wall and SCREAMED DAMN LOUDLY even i thought it was ridiculous and i was the one who screamed and my sis just screamed along for fun and i pratically glared at her. and she threatened to close the door which led to the doorknob hitting me which led to severe pain and then led to me glaring even harder and in the end it all comes to me scolding her for beng ridiculous. cause she screamed for fun like WTH!? COCKROACHES ARE NOT FUNNY! wsgydgf(p*@&#*(@$#*(#r#ufh(ery*()#$ry.

BYE. ARGH. *roll eyes*

2008-06-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

Yes anyways, shall post about Jubilate.

Jubilate Jubilate Jubilate was all that was in my head last few days. now all that's in my head is, piano, handover (CCA), piano, homework, piano, homework, friends, play, friends, homework, piano, handover (CCA), presents, play, homework, presents, piano. ARGHH. GEESH JUST CALM DOWN MAN!

ok shall talk abt Jubilate. I think i'm just not fated to perform cause there's alot of bad stuff that happened to me can! Don't want to talk abt it. Leave it. :/ anyways, ARGHH i don't feel like posting. Went for Dinner just now and ate Ajisen Ramen at Dhoby Ghaut. Went blog hopping just now. and tagged here tagged there. Went to watch the video my mum recorded during Jubilate and the whole video, ok 90% of the thingo was FOCUSED on my face like OMG can! but she didn't record the WHOLE of first song and totally didn't record the 2nd song ):

Yes anyways, Jubilate was kind of fun but i'm telling you the next time i put on make up is NEXT YEAR ok! :D same as YUTING. First time i saw her so niang can! like OMG! French plait, Heels (reeeeaaaalllyyy HIGH) , long black skirt, make up. OMG GOOSEBUMPS (:

mans now somehow i hoped school can hurry start. staying at home is free, but too free makes it BORING! like SERIOUSLY damn bored can! shall start on my hw tml! and try to chiong everything in two weeks and the last week i can revise for my test. omg i sound like a nerd. WTH. anyways, yes i shall reserve last week for 60 % study for test and 40 % Play like mad. (: learnt to mugggg like yuting. WAO. great influence man! maybe i was too busy saying "OMG SO GOOD!" at her results of sth. of maybe i was just lousy. ARGH. yes i WAS supposed to talk abt JUBILATE. getting out of topic :D OOPS.

BYE.

2008-06-01T16:31:00.004+08:00

Anyways, something funny happened.

Yesterday, MAG came and apparently, she called before she came and prctically screamed into the phone :" XINLING! I LOST MY NAILS! I CAN'T FIND THEM!"

in the end YUTING and i had to lend her our third nail.

and then at around 5.15pm, MAG pulled me out of our holding room and said she wanted to 'wander around' and i said ok lohh. so we went all the way to seven eleven. THERE's A SEVEN ELEVEN! HOW COOL ! (: and bought combo.

We actually wanted to leave at 5.55 but sth happened and we had to leave at 5.52 pm. yes shall not tell you what (:

Then we rushed back and into the room. and called RUI JUAN cause apparently had a miss call frm her. and yes sth happen again. (: then MARILYN and RUI JUAN came walking out of the room looking angry. OMG (:

anyways, mag pushed the food to them and apparently the anger went *poof* AND GONE (: and mag told me sth and it really happened and yes we laughed like shit. :D and both of them eyed us suspiciously.

anyways, *fast forward*

RIGHT before the performance, Mag forgotten the WHOLE of the second song we're supposed to play. like OMG can!

and before that, the pipas even had the 'casual talk' to so called forget about our nervous-ness. And yes FIVE minutes before the curtains open, she panicked and said :" OMG XINLING! i forgot how to play!" how smart -________________-

Yes and i practically showed her the whole song and there she went 'got meh?' 'huh!?' like WTH! and i told her if she really don't know, then follow marilyn so if her hand move up, she must move up also. and yes she DID practically forgot the whole song. i almost burst out laughing. and then, there's this part, where ALL THREE OF US - Pipa 1s , forgot how to play and i also, ALMOST burst out laughing. Think that was also the part where both marilyn and i forgot the firts night. like so screwed can! anyways, THANKS YING TONG, HONG LAN, RUEI ERN for the lovely rose (: <33333>

And then i had to WAIT for a bunch of Finale ppl before going to eat supper. and managed to 'sneak in' the place. but cause my mum left during the interval, i knid of took her place. and sat with MS GOH. (: Yes managed to watch BAND's, HUA HUI's, SO's & CHOIR's performance. just FANTABULOUS. and can't believe im saying this but MELISSA looked so CUTE and SMALL in the robot costume (:

and JERLYN moves from place to place (: for CHOIR. and there's this stupid weirdo ass face guy who sat beside me keep snapping his fingers to the beat and went "Fried Chicken" chicken here chicken there. not funny ok. SPOIL the whole thing man! He fry chicken i fry him man! ARGHH.

anyways, watched Finale dance and i gotta say. LAUGHED throughout the WHOLE THING. EVERYONE was practically stiff and kept looking around like OMG SO FUNNY! (: yes laughing like mad :D

anyways, Jubilate made me high. but it won't last cause i realised sth very impt.

tell me everyone wasn't faking it all

2008-06-01T15:12:00.003+08:00

YES OK (:

Jubilate was kind of a SUCCESS! except for the finale dance which is abit -_______________-

anyways, yes THANKS YORKLYN GIRLFRIEND for the roses and letter you stayed up sooo late to finish! LOVE LOADS!! (:

and also of course HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY! :D:D <3333

think my mum's going to slaughter me like to pieces. cause i went home like SUPER late yesterday. was having supper.

yes and THANKS to ALL MY FANS who made my day so enjoyable! (: ok lahh. fine.
i know i keep saying my fans my fans. FINE. i'll change it to my FRIENDS! :D

and i felt so stupid yesterday cause apparently i left my CLOTHES and SHOES in school's music room and thanks MUN FOONG for helping me keep for the time being except for my shoes. they're still there in the music room. mans! lonely.... ):

anyways, PERFORMING ARTS PPL WELL DONE!! (: you guys were just AWESOME and FANTABULOUS! (getting addicted to the word fantabulous) (:

Jubilate kind of - (minus) 50 % of my flu (:

2008-05-31T00:30:00.004+08:00

ARGHH. YOU are sooooooooooo unreasonable!

Anyways, don't die k ! (: I know you want me to go. HAH. :D jk~

Yes today's Jubilate was good?
Except for the fact that there's this part, i was going to depend on Marilyn cause i forgot how to play, and wth she also forgot so we faked for that bar can! :D

and thanks for the Jubilate Presents!
-Andrea
-Jasmine
-Marilyn ( + funny letter)

and yes can't go for sleepover SORRY ):
feeling so lonely nowwwww. nah. jk~
Better don't talk bad abt me k! :D

Yes gooooo have fun.
Laugh loudly.
Play Cards.
Talk Girls Talk.

WITHOUT ME ):
ok yah i was just crapping so ignore.

Yes really. ENJOY K! :D
-Marilyn ( i wonder if your hse can really contain the LOUD LAUGHING SOUNDS :/)
-Rui Juan (OH MAN! wanted to taste your oh-so-fantabulous magi mee supperrrr (: )
-Jasmine (you'll die without me. AWWW :D HAHA. (: )
-Jia Min (don't kill people with your lame jokes that goes "HAHAHA. *BANG*" 'bloooood' jK~ )
etc etc. i wonder if there's more?
hmmm?
anyways

Next time you guys have sleepover MUST invite me k! cause OF COURSE i'll go!

Or you people will miss your oh-so-awesome-fantabulous dear dear junior (:

2008-05-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hi i just found out that my jubilate tickets got thrown away.

"The stupid idiot careless girl lost her tickets. Good for her. What? Her's got thrown away!? That is so HILARIOUS! Omg i think she deserves it man! Let her learn not to place things everywhere and later the thing gets thrown away. Let her learn her freaking lesson. Blame it on carelessnes. Blame it on messiness. Blame it on stupidity. JUST BLAME IT ON HER!"

yes going to talk to the teachers tml and see what happens.

"WA LAO! she dare meh? Talk to teachers. She think she what? Principle meh! If everybody like her then who would still care about the tickets? Don't talk big man!"

Yes i agree.

"Later she talk halfway then burst out in tears if the teachers don't allow how? then too bad for her lohh. HAHAHAHAH....."

Yes i might.

"Tell her to GO AND DIE lahh! Act big man!"

Yes i just died.

2008-05-29T22:54:00.003+08:00

WTH!

LOST MY JUBILATE TICKETS.

WHY?

blame it on STUPIDITY.

blame it on CARELESSNESS.

blame it on ME.

i know i know. you might be thinking "this stupid useless girl everytime also lose things."

but PLEASE. at least help me pray that i find it?

2008-05-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

AM I JUST FATED TO BE A FAILURE?

SHIT. I promised to stop all Emo-ness.

FEELING ABIT BETTER.
maybe cause of the encouragements by some of you.

KUDOS to mainly

MELISSA (omg your name's the first)

YINGTONG (:

CHARMAINE (:

CHAI (:

and also thanks for msgs to cheer me up when i failed.

-Magdalene
-Yingtong

thanks. it worked (:

2008-05-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

YAY WE HAVE CLASS BLOG (:

KUDOS to:
CHYI FANG
MELISSA
YING TONG
JERLYN

&&

people who helped in one way or another like tags and posts (:

2008-05-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

OMG.

why do i feel like crying now?